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acidtree

Sleep sleep ... must sleep

Aug 16, 2007 13:29

Not really a whole lot going on around here per usual. Dosage of meds increased, trying new ones (I feel like a lab rat), old ones out the door ... I was going to compare it to something really boring but I couldn't think of anything ( Read more... )

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badbabie August 16 2007, 23:55:33 UTC

sleep. i am with you there i haven't had a full night sleep in like 2+ years. nothing close to your record, but still i know how back it can suck

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acidtree August 31 2007, 01:13:02 UTC

Hey there Leah!

I call him from time to time though it has been a while, but he never answers and he doesn't call me back...

I have been sleeping better for the most part lately, though I do still have my off times too.

I suppose from a certain point of view it would seem my pills help, I mean they do what they are supposed to do ... but its the side effects that make me not want to take them, and even further still if I miss a dose or if I stop taking them, everything gets worse.

Double edged sword and all...

I hope you're doing well. From the sound of things it seems like things are coming together nice for you.

anonymous August 31 2007, 16:32:16 UTC

Are you working the last I remember you had a job? I guess things are coming together for me... It truly does not feel that way, but that's because I have not been looking at the things I have done- cause everything I do or have done are musts for me to servive. I keep focusing on what I have to do or need to do with my life so I can keep moving forward... Does that make sence? I guess I do it case- its time to focuse on me and my needs that I put aside for so long, and I still Love a certin someone...Always will and I am okay with that as long as he is Happy! I hope you are happy too. I hope you get everything out of life that you want... Travel, Love, Peace through out... Everyone deserves to be happy, and with all you have gone through...I guess I just want to see you happy- like the night I first met you. I knew you where special, your big froe you had and your smile is/was so bright... I remember that night well- I was so happy that you gave me a hug and a kiss the first time I saw you...I made me feel at home and accepted and ( ... )

your poems darkredvoice September 3 2007, 02:57:12 UTC

This is probably a stupid place to post this, but I didn't know how else to tell you. I'm not too familiar with this site. I found your poems on 4degreez about 5 years ago. I absolutely loved all your poems and they kind of inspired me to start writing myself...haha as corny as that sounds. So, just wanted to let you know. I would have told you sooner but I couldn't find you til now...

Katie

Re: your poems acidtree September 4 2007, 23:04:41 UTC

To me this is as good a place as any to contact me.

I don't know what you plan to do with your account here. My hope would be to see you post some of your works, or something as simple telling of your days events.

I had hoped that 4degreez would have continued on to its new place on the internet. It just never came, but luckily they haven't gotten rid of what was there.

Its odd to have someone say that my writing inspired them to do anything... I appreciate it though : P

Perhaps you'll grace me with a snippet here or there of what you've written yourself?

I'll be looking for anything you'll throw my way.

Brian

fancy_boi666 September 25 2007, 20:29:33 UTC

what are you taking all the meds for?? and i see that you have not been on in a long time... me either to busy running myself in the ground... :( what's been going on with you? anything interesting? i will update soon... probably after i write this comment lol.... not sure what im updating really... anyway get back to me... ciao! *muwah*

acidtree September 26 2007, 09:44:37 UTC

Lamicktal 300mg
Doxepin 75mg
Benztropine 2mg
Risperdal 3mg

it changes pretty often though.

fancy_boi666 September 26 2007, 19:32:05 UTC

wow that is a lot of drugs for different things.... im of course not going to say what i found out but i would say... that one of those i think it was the Risperdal that has a FDA warning on it.... that is not good mister!!! anyway i have the next 4 days off so i will be home online a lot so i will talk to you soon k!! I have to run to save my bank lol!! before i go negative.... again!! lol i will be back in a bit!! *muwah*