I still live in Hillbillyville....aka Starr. There is nothing to fucking do out here. Besides be with my baby. Yes Im talking about Dakota. For some odd reason...none of my friends like him. I dont know why. Craziness. But I do. I love him. Hes great. And I really dont think any of his friends like me either. Especially his brother Jordan and his ( Read more... )

Well let me see....nothing much is going on. Oh...Im getting a car. And not just any car. Its a 1986 Ford Mustang. Its my bros. Hes selling it bc the transmission is fucked up. But my stepdad has a transmission that will fit...so hes gonna put it in for me. Im so happy...I finally get a car. All I need is 30 more dollars. And then lance will put ( Read more... )

I was told to do an update...so here it is. I really dont remember what I wrote about last so if youve heard it before...bear with me. Umm..sometime in Jan. I moved out from my dads into my step bro and his wifes house. In Feb. I turned 18 and got back with my wonderful Dakota. Im so fucking happy with him. Umm...my bro Jimmy and his wife and kid ( Read more... )

Life is Gay...with a capital "G". The past few days have been just...fucked up. Thursday, Roy went into the hospital. Blood Pressure shit. I was getting kinda worried cause...yeah...hes my stepdad. I missed the Candlelight ceremony for the cemetary that night. But me and dad went to it afterwards to see if Papas light was lit. And it was. I was ( Read more... )

Hello...to all. Nothing much has went on in my life. I went to Mistis (Christis Sister) Party Sunday at the Pub in Townville. I was late but they know me..so..yeah. I had a Jagger Bomb. I didnt even get a buzz, but I still had fun. Misti and Doug left early bc she got pissed off at the Karoke Lady. Which I would have been pissed to. See Joy paid $ ( Read more... )

Umm...I really dont have nothing to say but I thought I would give an update or whatever its called. My nephew came out of the dreaded hospital Friday. Hes doing okay. He looked so helpless when I went to see him. He didnt look like my Aussie. I wish I could take it from him. I really fucking would. No child should be cursed with something so ( Read more... )

I dont know whats wrong with me anymore. I didnt really know in the first place, but I had an idea. I thought it was were I was living. Well obviously Im incorrect. As always. Dont get me wrong, I love my Dad, but hes just.....I cant think of the word. Hes always thinking Im mad at him. Which in the end I really am. Just for the simple fact that he ( Read more... )

Its been fuckin forever since Ive been on here. Not really, but oh well. I went to Ashville, NC Saturday. It was ok I guess. I had to ride with my Mema and my cousin Josh. I didnt have to, but she insisted. Before we left we all ( Mema, Josh, Mom, and Roy ) went to IHOP to eat. I was stuck in the car without a cigarette for 2 1/2 hours!!! I ( Read more... )

FRIDAY : Friday night I was wanting to spend the night with Nikki, but me and Dad didnt get home until like 9ish. Plus Dad doesnt like me going over there anyways. But then not even 10 minutes later Joy ( Christis mama, my 2nd mama ) called and wanted me to spend the night with them. That way I could help set up things the next morning for Christis ( Read more... )

Let me see....Im so bored. Thats normal. I found out that I may have ( may... ) Trichotillomania. Its related to OCD. Somewhere in that family. Its where someone compulsively pulls their hair out. Thats me. It sounds weird or strange, but I do it. Im kinda worried cause if I do have it then thats just another label/disorder added to the rest of ( Read more... )