Changes and Chance Chapter 7

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CHAPTER 7:

“No! No! No! Double No! And fucking hell no! I'm not doing it. Read my lips, no!” Jensen was fleeing from Sherri who was being pushed after him by Melly. “I don't even know where you got this crazy, insane, never going to happen, idea anyway but the answer is a resounding; hell no!”

“Jensen come on” Sherri tried to calm him down. “It would mean so much for me. We're a man short and we need to fill up the spot. Please, Jensen it's for charity.”

Jensen shook his head and tried to get away from the two insistent women. “No, hell no, fuck no, no way- no how- no- and not in a fucking million years- no! That clear enough for the two of you? I'm not doing it, get Chris or Steve… hell maybe Jared’ll do it, but I sure as hell won’t.”

“I don’t know why you’re so against it?” Came Melly’s question. “You’re handsome and cute. This should be easy for you and it’s for charity for crying out loud. I think it's really selfish that you won't participate, Jensen.”

Jensen huffed and turned around “Selfish!? I am not selfish... I'm just not stupid enough to be pulled into one of your charity events. Do me a favor and find yourself another sucker.”

“What the hell is going on here?” The three turned around to find Jared sitting on the porch where Jensen fled in attempt to escape the two women. Jared was dressed in tan cargo shorts and a white tank top. Jensen had to struggle to keep his eyes from lingering on the muscles twisting under that silky skin as Jared got to his feet. The tall man loomed over Jensen, and looked at his mother across Jensen's shoulder. “Melly, momma... any particular reason why Jensen feels the need to hide from the two of you?”

“Well, as you know, dear I'm hosting a charity event tomorrow. It's going to be so much fun. We already took care of most the participants, the food and drinks and the venue but now one of the boys has canceled. He wasn't really clear, something about his leg, anywho, I need Jensen to fill his spot and Jensen's deciding to be mean and not help me.” Sherri took a deep breath and smiled sweetly at Jensen “Come on, honey. Help me out.”

Jensen rounded back on Jared and stared up into Jared's eyes, a helpless look on his face. “What they're not telling you is that the event is an auction. They want to sell me to the highest bidder! I'm so not okay with that.” Green eyes were wide with pleas “Jared... make them go away.”

Jared chuckled at the childish whine from the other man “Come on, Jen it's just for charity. Besides, you don't want to disappoint all those people who came there to rent a cute boy for the night.”

He didn't realize that was the worst thing he could have said at that moment. The green eyes turned hard as stone and Jensen's plush lips turned into a thin line. Without saying another word Jensen turned on his heels and stormed back into the house. When Jared looked up he saw both his mother and Melly sporting shocked and angry looks and only then did he realize what he'd just said.

“Oh, fuck!” Jared covered his face with his hands. “Please tell me I didn't just say what I think I did. Fuck, I'm such a moron.” He pushed past his mother and Melly and went after Jensen.

The door to Jensen's room was closed and locked so he knocked on the door. There was no answer and for a moment he wondered whether Jensen went back to his room but then he heard shuffling behind the door. “Jensen?” He knocked once more “Jensen, please open the door. Look, I'm really sorry I didn't mean for it to come out like that. Please just open the door.”

There was some more movement behind the door and then it slowly opened. “I guess the truth is out now, huh. So, how's it make you feel to know the guy you wanted used to do that for a living, be a rent boy?”

Jared pushed the door open and slipped into the room. “It makes me angry. It pisses me the fuck off that your parents were such shits that they made you have to resort to such things to stay alive. It makes me want to hunt them down and make them feel it.” He gazed gently into Jensen's eyes “And what the hell do you mean 'wanted' it's still present tense. There's nothing in this world that's gonna make me stop wanting you Jensen.”

Green eyes widened and the fine lines of Jensen's lips turned soft and plush once more. “You're no... you're not disgusted? Revolted by what I did in the past, all the... the things I did?”

Jared stepped closer to Jensen and cupped the shorter man's face in his hands. “Disgusted?” He smiled softly and shook his head “Silly boy” He lowered his head and softly planted his lips on Jensen's, the contact nearly taking his breath away and he moved their lips gently together. His thumbs greedily stroked Jensen's cheekbones as his tongue flicked Jensen's bottom lip before pulling back.

Jensen looked a little dazed as he stared up at Jared “You can't call me boy. I'm older than you.” He said softly and Jared chuckled

“Only on paper.”

“Shut up” Jensen said, but before he could finish Jared interrupted him.

“Yeah, I know, you don't like me” And he brought their mouths back together. Jared hummed pleased when he felt Jensen melt into his arms and open his mouth to allow Jared's tongue entrance. Each time he kissed Jensen he was pulled in further. The man's taste was like a drug and each taste just made him need it that much more. Jared's hands rested in the small of Jensen's back where they had migrated to during the kisses, and Jensen's fingers were tangled in his hair.

When Jared pulled back he smiled down at Jensen. “You know, for a guy who doesn't like me you sure keep kissing me a lot.” He chuckled as Jensen pushed past him back out into the hall and he followed suit. “I mean, keep kissing me back a lot” Jared clarified.

Jensen mumbled something, and the smile on Jared's face widened. “What was that?” He asked teasingly but Jensen just kept on walking. “Nothing, that was nothing” Jensen walked faster. “You're starting to hear things.”

Jared bounded around Jensen and smiled widely at him. “Oh, no no no. You're not taking it back. You said I'm a good kisser.” Jared's smile widened at Jensen's blush “You like me. You wanna hug me, you wanna kiss me...”

“I want you to shut up and leave me alone, that's what I want” Jensen shot back. “I want you to go out of the way so I can tell Sherri that I'll do the damn auction for her, that's what I want.”

The tall man shook his head. “Nope” He grinned. “You wanna kiss me, you think I'm an awesome kisser. There's no denying it, Jen, I'm onto you now.”

Jensen sighed and walked into the living room, Jared hot on his heels. “Fine, I'll do it.”

Melly and Sherri looked up and it took a moment for them to get what he was talking about. Sherri smiled widely “Thank you honey. I know that there's gonna be a lot of people really thankful that you're filling in. I promise you won't regret this.”

Jensen snorted. He seriously doubted that but he said he'd do it and there was no backing down now. Minutes later he heard Sherri on the phone with the rest of the committee telling them she found a stand in for the sick man. The rest of the day went blissfully easy and Jensen spent most of the day lounging by the pool with Melly and Sherri. Jensen challenged Sherri to a game of chess that she won, she always won… because no matter how many times she explained it to him he just was crap at that game. Sherri always clapped her hands and giggled when she beat him, and really, how could Jensen hate losing when it made her happy like that.

Lunch was very little since Chris and Steve were out on the town. Melly made grilled cheese sandwiches and Jensen cut up some apples to munch on. The four of them made quick work of the food and soon the tanning and lounging commenced once more. Jensen loved days like these. Just hanging with the people he cared about, talking and joking around. The sun was beating down on them but they didn't care. When it got to hot they took a refreshing dive into the cool water of the pool. Jensen made a sport of trying to drown Melly.

When it was time for diner Jared jumped up and clapped his hands “Who's up for steaks?”

Melly's eyes widened “Oh, marry me” She groaned and licked her lips.

Jared chuckled and shook his head. “Sorry hon, you can have a steak though. Maybe mom can pop a couple of potatoes in the oven, maybe make a salad or cut up some fruit or something, and Jen and I will man the grill.” Melly was up and into the kitchen scrounging up salad and fruit before you could say 'boo'. Sherri followed suit to go in search of potatoes and butter.

Jensen went upstairs to slip into some shorts and a shirt. When he came down Jared was firing up the grill and he was salting and peppering the steaks. “Do you want yours rare, medium or  well done? I have no idea what you prefer.”

The steaks were large and looked a vibrant red on the pristine white plates. Jensen eyed them hungrily. “Medium please. I do like my steak… but rare... there's just something about the 'juice' makes me think too much of blood.”

Jared chuckled and poked in the coals of the grill. “Medium, no blood. That's disappointing, I figured you for a real red meat man.”

The older man chuckled and winked at Jared “I get my need for red meat from something else than steaks.”

Jared stopped what he was doing and he turned to Jensen. His eyes were dark and hungry as his gaze focused on Jensen's plush mouth. He couldn't help but having flashes of that pretty mouth stretched wide around his cock, licking and sucking on the hard flesh.

“It tastes better than steak and it feels amazing in my mouth” Jared's eyes narrowed and slid down to look into Jensen's.

“Oh, you're just teasing me now. You're a mean, mean man Jensen.”

Green eyes shone with mirth and Jensen smirked widely. “Sucks to be on the receiving end of it, doesn't it.” The moment he said the words he mentally slapped himself in the head. Words like those were a very wrong thing to say when in company of a certain Jared Padalecki and Jared reacted without fail.

“Actually, I'd say being on the receiving end of that would be my biggest wish. How about we leave the steaks for what they are and take this idea of yours to the bedroom. I'm all for a little sucking on red meat, 'specially if you're doing the sucking.”

Jensen covered his face with his hands and groaned frustrated. “You know, the second I said those words I knew I shouldn't. Why can't you ever let plays of words slide, huh?”

“Now what would be the fun in that? I love riling you up and who am I to deny such a beautiful opportunity to make you blush like that.” Jared reached out to caress Jensen's cheek. His fingers hooked behind Jensen's neck “You're just too fucking cute when you're all flustered.” Slowly he pulled Jensen closer and he touched their lips together briefly. A motion that was familiar as well as new and Jensen's eyes shut briefly before Jared pulled back.

“You really need to stop doing that” Jensen's voice was a soft whisper. “You keep doing that and it throws me off kilter, why can't you just stop?”

“Off kilter, huh? Maybe I like it when you're off kilter. You’re less uptight when you're that way. You need to relax a little, Jen.” Jared wrapped his arms around Jensen's waist and pulled him close. They were just standing there now, the heat of the grill warming Jensen's back as Jared's warmed his front. He didn't know how to react to that, he didn't know how to make Jared back off and to be honest he didn't want him to do so. He was afraid, afraid of getting hurt, afraid of making another mistake in a sea of mistakes. Jensen did the only thing he could do. he lifted his arms and wrapped them around Jared's neck. Their bodies pressed together.

“Aww, you're so cute together.”

Jensen nearly jumped back at Sherri's words. He was blushing furiously and he didn't know what to say to deny it. Jared however seemed to know exactly what to say.

“I know” Jared replied. “Jen and I are made for each other, he just needs to catch up on that fact” And he winked at Jensen.

“Will you stop?” Jensen blushed and poked haphazardly into the coals. “Just do your work and grill those steaks. Keep that overtime working mouth of yours shut, okay.”

Jared chuckled and threw the four steaks onto the grill. “Yes Sir, at your service. Steaks are grilling. Mom, did you get the potatoes in and the salad done?” He checked if the steaks were cooking right and turned to his mother.

Sherri nodded her head “They're done in a couple of minutes, then they only need a little knob of butter and they're good to go. Melly is taking care of the salad and the fruit.

As if on cue Melly walked out onto the patio and placed two covered bowls onto the table. “Voila. The salad and fruit is served. Now... where the hell is my steak Mr. grill-man” She teased Jared.

Jared grinned and turned the steaks “Nearly done My Lady. If you could get some plates, glasses and drinks then that would be perfect.”

The rest was taken care of quickly and they ate their meals while chatting animatedly. The steaks were grilled to perfection and the beers were cold. Melly and Jensen did the dishes while Jared cleaned the grill after they were done eating.

“Oh, I have the perfect movie we can watch.” Jared bounded up the stairs. Sherri excused herself, she had some last minute arrangements to make concerning the charity auction so she went into her office. Jared came down with the movie and popped it into the DVD player. Melly and Jensen sat down on the sofa and Jared slid in beside Jensen. “Okay, this is the best movie ever, don't laugh.” Both Melly and Jensen snorted when the opening credits for 'The Little Mermaid' appeared on the screen. Jensen playfully smacked Jared on his shoulder. “What?” Jared protested. “This movie is perfect, it's about our family. My mom is Ariel... she has a heart of gold and collects unique things. Chris and Steve are the two Eels... they're evil geniuses.”

Jensen laughed out loud and slapped his thigh. “You’re insane, evil geniuses. Neither Chris and Steve nor the eels were geniuses of any kind.”

“Will you hush. I'm explaining my theory to Melly” Jared demanded. “Melly is Sebastian, you know, the little crab. Because she's annoying and she always butts into other people’s business. Me, I'm Prince Erik....”

Jensen scoffed “Of course you are. If you're about to tell me I'm the dog that slobbers all over you... if you value your testicles, I'd re-think that.”

The younger man chuckled “I would never.” Though he could see Jensen didn’t believe him. “You're Grimsby, the butler. Because he's a bit too stuck up and needs some fun. Besides, everyone knows that Erik only likes Ariel because she's a mother figure while he and Grimsby have the greatest gay love affair the world of Disney has ever seen.”

Melly burst out into laughter while Jensen squeaked indignantly. “I'm not some big-nosed old butler!” He protested. “Can't I be flounder or something? I mean, I know he's not the brightest crayon in the box but at least he's not some old geezer.”

“No! No, you can't be flounder. You have to be Grimsby so we can have our kinky boss/servant epic love, which you didn't protest on, by the way.” Jared grinned and wrapped an arm around Jensen's shoulder. “I knew you were hot for me Grimsby... now, get me some crab cakes.”

“Hey!” Melly protested. “There will be no crabs made into cakes, especially not if I'm supposed to be one.”

They settled down to watch the movie but every time Grimsby and Erik were in a scene together Jensen couldn't help but thinking about him and Jared together. It made him nervous. Jensen was tired. An entire day lounging in the sun and swimming in the pool were slowly doing him in. the fact that his stomach was filled with the fantastic steak Jared had cooked them wasn’t helping him staying awake either. Slowly but surely his eyes slid closed and he sank into a light sleep, his head unintentionally coming to rest on Jared’s shoulder. He didn’t see any more of the movie. He did occasionally wake up for a few seconds to realize it wasn’t over yet but he couldn’t bring himself to wake up completely.

The next thing he realized was that someone was softly caressing his shoulder. “Jen, wake up. Come on man, wake up, we gotta get you to bed.”

It took Jensen a while to realize that it was Jared’s voice he was hearing, that it was Jared who was trying to wake him up. He slowly slid his eyes open and lifted his face to look at Jared. “I was comfortable, you ass” He muttered softly and he rubbed his face against Jared’s shoulder, the soft fabric of Jared’s shirt against his cheek.

“Come on. I’ll help you get that gorgeous ass of your up to your bedroom.” Jared hoisted him off the couch and wrapped an arm around Jensen.

“You sure do mention my ass a lot” Jensen noted. He allowed Jared to drag/lift him into the hallway, and started the climb up the stairs. He could feel Jared’s hard, muscled body against his and he felt his skin starting to heat up.

“It’s because I can’t think anything of anything better to talk about. It’s a pretty good ass, you know.” Jared switched off the light of the hallway before starting the climb. The light from upstairs beckoning them on. At this point Jared's arm around Jensen's shoulder was less for support and more an excuse to keep touching the other man. Jared loved having Jensen's body close up against his as they climbed the stairs.

Their bare feet hardly made any sound on the soft carpet so they wouldn't wake any of the others. Jared stopped in front of Jensen's bedroom door and swung Jensen around so they faced each other. 'Here you are Mr. Butler... your quarters.”

Jensen chuckled softly and opened his door. “You're such an idiot” He teased lightly. Jensen stepped through the door and turned around “Thanks, I had a good time. Sleep tight.”

The door closed softly and Jared felt a mix of happiness and disappointment. Jensen had been reacting to his kisses but never initiated them apart from that time where he kissed Jared …. So Jared could 'get it out of his system', or the time he was drunk. He wanted him in his arms because it was where Jensen wanted to be, not because Jensen felt he should help Jared get over him.

Jared went to his own room and pulled his shirt over his head. He looked at the pile of laundry culminating in the corner of his room and he decided he needed to do laundry tomorrow.

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Jensen had changed into a clean pair of boxers and a shirt… and he was pacing the length of his room. Jared was on the verge of driving him insane and he didn't know how long it would be until he broke. There was no doubt about him wanting Jared, no that wasn't the problem. The problem was if he got attached to Jared… it put the younger man in the position of being able to hurt him, badly. Jensen figured he'd had enough hurt in his life from the people he loved.

The struggle within was driving him crazy. Wanting Jared but not wanting to get hurt. Jensen ran his hands through his hair and cursed. Fuck it, he thought. He took a deep breath and opened to door. The hallway was deserted and there were no sounds indicating anyone was about to start sleepwalking through the house. He knocked softly on Jared's door, praying he wasn't asleep yet. He should have known Jared would still be awake, the man only needed four hours of that.

The door opened to reveal a surprised Jared… clad only in sweatpants. They hung so low on his hips it wasn't hard to figure out he wasn't bothering with underwear when he went to bed. That realization sent shivers of heat down Jensen's spine.

“Jensen?” Jared's voice was questioning as he looked down at him. “Something wrong?”

Jensen shook his head. Now he was standing there looking at Jared's naked chest it was as if his brain had left his body and he could just stand there and stare. And what a sight it was, miles and miles of tanned skin and Jensen wanted to touch and taste. He wanted to map every inch of Jared's body.

“No” Jensen whispered hoarsely. “No, there's nothing wrong.” He reached up and grabbed Jared by the back of his neck. “Nothing's wrong” He muttered before pulling Jared's lips down to his. The shock of their lips connecting made Jensen gasp for air. His lips felt like there was an electric current running through them and he arched up eagerly when Jared's arms slipped around him.

Jensen's hands lifted and he buried them in Jared's locks. He loved Jared's hair, it was soft and silky and it felt like his hands belonged there. Jensen parted his lips and greedily sucked Jared's tongue onto his mouth. He felt his back connect with the door jamb when Jared pushed him back and pressed his entire body flush against Jensen's. Every inch of Jensen was on fire and then Jared pulled back.

“Jen, wait. Stop. Stop.” Jared pulled back and looked down at Jensen's flushed face. Plush lips bruised and slick and he groaned, fighting to remain in control of his own body and not just devour Jensen. “Why... I mean, when did you decide...”

Jensen placed a finger on Jared's lips to stop the rambling. He looked deeply into those hazel eyes before he reached down and pulled his own shirt up and over his head. Jensen followed Jared's eyes as they drifted down to his chest and grinned at the hungry look in Jared's eyes. “I’m one hundred percent sober….are you saying 'no' Jared?”

Jared's eyes narrowed and the hesitant look on his face turned into a smirk that sent shivers down Jensen's body. “Not a chance in hell” Was Jared's reply and he wrapped his arms back around Jensen's waist to pull the other man inside. The door locked behind Jensen and Jared spun him around so Jared was blocking the path to the door. “Last chance to change your mind.”

Jensen threw the shirt he was still holding across the room and smiled. “What the hell are you waiting for, an invitation?” The question was teasing and Jared smirked in response and advanced on Jensen.

Jared slipped his arms back around Jensen's waist and he pressed their bodies close together. The feel of their naked chests colliding sent searing heat through Jared's body. Jensen was muscled but not overly so, he was more lean where Jared was more defined and bulky.

The contrast between their bodies was something Jared had to admit to himself he kind of loved. He loved towering over Jensen, loved that he was larger and bigger and Jensen was nearly dwarfed in his arms. Their mouths came together again and Jared didn't waste any time before slipping his tongue into the wet heat of Jensen's mouth. Slick and hot their tongues slid together in a passionate kiss. Jensen moaned into the embrace and tried to take in as much of Jared as was possible.

“Tell me you want this.” Jared's demand was whispered soft and rough into Jensen's ear. The taller man was gripping Jensen's hips and Jensen could feel the strain in Jared's body.

“I want this.” He assured the other man and kissed Jared's slick lips. “God, I want this, please Jared, please.” And who was Jared to ignore such a plea.

Before Jensen could say anything else Jared had him pushed down onto the California King. The cool fabric of Jared's sheets against his back, and the hot strength of Jared's body against his front. A knee pushed his thighs apart and Jared slipped between them without hesitation. It was one of the best things Jensen had ever felt. The feel of those narrow hips between his thighs was something he'd been dreaming about and he wrapped his legs around Jared's waist.

Jared was resting most his upper body weight on his arms and Jensen felt the muscles move and shift beneath silky skin as Jared leaned down to catch his mouth in a wet kiss once more. It seemed like Jared was trying to breathe Jensen in, his tongue dove deep and eager into Jensen's mouth, claiming each inch. One of Jensen's hands was still tangled in Jared's hair while the other clutched desperately at Jared's bicep. The naked skin under his tough set him aflame and the heat just kept growing and growing.

Suddenly Jared dropped his entire weight onto Jensen. It left him breathless for several moments until he got it back under control. In the meantime Jared's hands had crept down and were working their way down the back of Jensen's underwear. Large palms cupped his ass cheeks and he surged up into Jared's touch. He chuckled roughly and started moving his hips in a rhythm Jensen recognized no matter how long it had been. It wasn't hard for Jensen to follow Jared's example, and before long they were grinding their hips together. Their growing cocks rubbing together.

Jared's fingers were digging into the soft flesh of Jensen's cheeks and his mouth was attached to the side of Jensen's neck, no doubt leaving one hell of a bruise for others to see the following morning. “Shhh. Jensen... Jensen, you gotta quiet down, baby.”

The words pushed through the haze of lust in Jensen's mind and he closed his mouth. He hadn't even noticed he had it open and his throat felt slightly sore and he realized he had been moaning out loud.

“We gotta keep it down, baby. We don't wanna wake the rest of the house.” Though Jared was also fighting not to let his lust and passion become audible. It was killing him to tell Jensen to be quiet. What he really wanted was for Jensen to be as loud as he wanted. He wanted to hear the other man moan and sigh and scream his name. Jensen nodded wordlessly and when Jared slipped his fingers into the crease of his ass he fought not to cry out in pleasure. He spread his legs wider, his knees nearly flat on the bed while his body arched up into Jared's.

Jared's chuckle nearly drove him over the edge but he gripped the younger man's shoulders and flipped them over. Now Jensen was on top and he licked and sucked at Jared's neck. “Taste so good.” He whispered and sucked on the pulse point in Jared's neck. Slowly Jensen started to kiss his way down. He sucked on Jared's collarbones and nipped at the sensitive skin. Down Jared's chest he went and paused at each nipple, the dusky peaks hard and Jensen licked and sucked at them, giving each a playful bite before resuming his way down.

Jared's hands were gripping his shoulders, long fingers pressing into his skin to edge him on, edge him down. His stomach was hard and ripped and Jensen followed the creases of muscles with his tongue, dipping into Jared's bellybutton for a brief second sending Jared surging up into his mouth.

When he got to the top of Jared's sweats he placed feather light kisses on the skin, licked along the veins of Jared's lower abdomen and sucked teasingly.

“Jesus fucking Christ” Jared swore. “You fucking tease.”

A smug smirk appeared on Jensen's face and he curled his fingers around the rim of Jared's sweats to pull them down. Slowly more tan skin was revealed and the lower Jensen got the paler the skin. His eyes widened when Jared's cock was revealed. “Fuck” He whispered.

Jared grinned and ran his tongue across his lips. “We'll be getting to that part” He promised and Jensen scoffed at that.

“Smug bastard.”

Jared’s body seized up when Jensen closed his fist around the base of Jared's cock and his slick tongue came out to lap at the head of Jared's dick. Jensen groaned at the taste of pre-come on his tongue. “Oh, sweet baby Jesus” Jared muttered as his hands suck into Jensen's hair, the silky locks slipping between his fingers as he seared desperately for something to hold onto. Jensen opened his mouth wider and took the head in, his tongue teasing the bundle of nerves just below the crown and he enjoyed the way Jared's hips jerked under him. The knowledge he could make Jared lose control with just the touch of his tongue was heady. Slowly he sank down, taking inch by inch of Jared's straining dick into his mouth.

“Oh, Oh god!” Jared tried to keep his moans and groans as quiet as possible but that was a hard thing to do when his eyes were fixed on that plush mouth sliding up and down his cock. He remembered that night at the hotel where Jensen had been about to do the same, Jared was so glad he stopped him, then. He had a feeling this was way better than a half-drunken blowjob. Jensen pulled off, and Jared was about to protest when Jensen sucked his balls into wet heat. After that there was no more protesting, no more complaining, hell, there was no more thinking. Just feeling as a slick tongue laved his balls and cock… his fingers trembled on Jensen's head.

When Jared felt that tell tale tingle in his stomach he gripped the side of Jensen's head and slowly pulled the other man up. “Stop, baby you gotta stop or else this is going to be over before the good stuff can even begin.” He pulled Jensen up his body and flipped them over again.

Jensen chuckled softly as he found himself on the bottom once more. The laughter stilled quickly though when Jared slipped his fingers into his shorts and tugged them down. He arched up into Jared's touch when their naked bodies connected. He lowered his head and started sucking hungrily on one of Jensen's nipples. The peak hardened and Jensen groaned softly when a hot tongue kept teasing it. The next thing Jensen knew was his cock being swallowed by Jared, and this time he couldn't keep from crying out.

“We're so finding a hotel room in the nearby future. I wanna hear every single cry and moan coming from you. Wanna hear you screaming my name as you come.” Jared went back to sucking but the words floated in Jensen's mind and he wished they were in the hotel now.

Jensen stretched out his hand and opened the drawer of Jared's nightstand. He hoped that Jared had the same habits of every hot-blooded male and he sighed in relief when he found a bottle of lubricant. He reached down and grabbed Jared's hand that was splayed across his stomach to keep him from bucking up into Jared's mouth and placed the bottle in Jared's hand. Long fingers clutched around it and with one last lick Jared pulled off.

“Are you sure?” Jensen felt like slapping Jared upside the head, he had no idea why he even bothered asking. Jensen just nodded silently and spread his legs a little wider.

Jared grinned and hooked one of Jensen's legs over his shoulder. The soft skin of the inside of Jensen's knee rested against his neck, he turned his head and kissed it softly. The shiver that coursed through Jensen's body pleased him more than it should. He opened the bottle of lube and coated three of his fingers liberally with the clear gel. It was cold to the touch so he waited a few moments so the heat of his body could warm the gel. Jensen was impatiently moving his hips, the muscles in Jensen's thighs trembled slightly with the strain of waiting and Jared pressed soft kisses to the quivering skin.

Jared crept up Jensen's body, stretching the older man's leg as he pressed kisses up the firm chest and neck until he could touch his lips to Jensen's. “Tell me when to stop and when to go.”

Jensen jumped when a warm finger touched his hole, the slick gel spreading along his skin. It had been a long time since he'd been in such a position and he was grateful for Jared when he just rubbed the ring of muscle slowly. Waiting until he felt Jensen's muscles relax before he slipped the top of his index finger inside. The heat was almost unbearable, the way Jensen's ass clenched around his finger driving him blind with lust. Jared leaned back in and took Jensen's mouth in a possessive kiss, opening those lips to slip his tongue in and taste Jensen.

Jensen felt the finger enter his and shuddered when he felt the palm of Jared's hand connect with his ass, a sign that Jared's finger was fully in. Jared didn't have the thickest fingers but they were long and when Jared crooked his finger Jensen nearly came out of his skin. Slowly the finger started to move inside him, the slow, torturous pace that Jared set made him impatient and kept him wanting more and more. When the second finger joined the first Jensen moaned against the sweat slick skin of Jared's neck. Jared was sucking on his neck and Jensen tilted his head to the side to give the tall man better access.

When he opened his eyes he spotted Jared's hand resting beside his head, the muscles straining since it was carrying the brunt of Jared's weight. Jensen shifted his head and sank his teeth into the thick flesh of Jared's thumb.

Jared growled hotly and pulled back to watch as Jensen bit and sucked on his finger while those flexible hips kept moving with his fingers. Each time Jared nearly pulled them out Jensen's hips followed desperately to keep them in, Jared had no trouble in abiding him.

When he slipped in the third; Jensen arched off the bed and let out a sharp cry. Jared chuckled and covered Jensen's mouth with his own once more. “Shhh, baby. You gotta be more quiet than that, unless you want Melly or mom knocking on my damn door wanting to know what's going on.”

Jensen nodded his head and bit his lip to keep from crying out. Jared groaned and licked that bottom lips, bruised and worried from Jensen's teeth, slick with Jared's spit and he sucked it into his mouth. “Fuck, you taste good.” It was more a growl then words but Jared didn't really care how he sounded at that point.

He thought briefly about reaching into the nightstand to grab a condom but that thought disappeared as quick as it appeared. Jared knew Jensen hadn't been with someone in a long time, he also knew Jensen wasn't the type of guy to not be safe before. He himself had been tested when he came back to the states and he hadn't had sex since so he knew he was clean.

“You're clean, right?” He didn't want to ask the question, he knew Jensen was but he wanted Jensen to be okay with not using a rubber. “You trust me?” He was a little afraid of the answer and he breathed out a sigh of relief when Jensen nodded slowly.

“Oh” The soft, wondrous gasp was pulled from Jensen when Jared crooked his fingers and made rubbing, circular motions right across his prostate. His thumb pressed against Jensen's taint and he felt the walls of Jensen's ass flutter around his fingers. Jared lowered his head once more and sucked Jensen in to the hilt, his eyes never leaving Jensen's who was biting his bottom lip to keep from screaming out.

“Jared.. Jare. Jay, come on Jay. I want it, please you just gotta... oh, Jay.” Jensen was mumbling nonsensically now and Jared grinned. He was utterly satisfied with himself that he got Jensen to that point.

With a yelp Jared suddenly found himself on his back again and Jensen was grinning down at him. “You snooze you lose, Jay.” and Jared couldn't express in words how good it made him feel when Jensen called him 'Jay'.

With wide eyes Jared watched as Jensen straddled his hips, their cocks brushing together. “You should have just gotten on with the show, now it's my turn to run it.” The words sent bolt of heat up Jared's spine and his cock and he growled when Jensen undulated his hips, causing friction between their erections.

Jensen scooted forward a bit and now Jared's cock was behind him, his own resting on Jared's stomach, slowly coating it with a slick layer of pre-come. Jensen's cock was shiny slick with Jared's saliva and Jared felt his mouth water at the sight. He downright started drooling when Jensen reached behind himself and grabbed Jared's cock.

“No bucking up yet. It's been a while” Was the only warning he got before the head of his cock slipped passed the slick ring of muscle of Jensen's hole. Jared's hands flew to Jensen's waist and his fingers dug into the pale flesh of Jensen's hips. Slowly, so tortuously slowly, Jensen sank down onto his cock. Jared could feel Jensen tense up when it hurt a tittle only to feel that amazing body relax against his when Jensen's ass was flush in his lap.

Jensen's breathing was harsh and his chest was heaving up and down with the effort. He rested all his weight on Jared and then slowly lifted himself up with the use of his legs. The weight made his thighs quiver but the feel of Jared's cock in him was so good he didn't mind one bit, slowly he sank back down.

The sight Jared was treated to was amazing. Jensen, completely naked, impaled on his cock was his new favorite thing in the world. His hands caressed Jensen's trembling thighs and slid up those slim hips to grip the older man's waist. The image of his large, tanned hands gripping Jensen's slim, pale waist was something that was going to be seared into his brain for the rest of his life.

Jared couldn't help it and he bucked up. Jensen brought his hand up to bite the flesh of his palm to keep from crying out. A wince made Jared pause and Jensen gasped to catch his breath. “Slow... oh, fuck... you're big and it... ahn, it's been a while.”

The feeling of pride and ownership that shot through Jared wasn't something he'd ever experienced. The knowledge that Jensen was so tight that he could hardly take Jared, that it had been so long he'd nearly forgotten how to take it was something that made Jared clench up inside. He was gonna make damn sure he was going to be the last. Jensen wiggled about on Jared's lap for a few moments until he found his way and then Jared had to fight to keep from crying out. Jensen's hips started the most delicious, filthiest rhythm he'd ever seen.

Jensen rested his hands behind him on Jared's thighs and he slowly rolled his hips up and down Jared's shaft. Each roll got easier as Jensen got into the rhythm and got used to Jared's girth. His own cock leaking fluids on Jared's stomach, as Jared's cock brushed his prostate occasionally. Jensen's entire body was leaning back, his head thrown back and his eyes closed as he concentrated on the feeling of huge hands gripping his waist and those powerful hips moving under him.

He cried out a broken moan when Jared snapped up forcefully and he opened his eyes to see the smug smirk on Jared's face. Jensen's flat stomach rolled slowly with each move, his ribs slightly visible through his skin and Jared ran his hands up Jensen's torso. It was as if Jensen was on fire, his skin was so hot. Jared's nimble fingers teased Jensen's nipples, he stroked and pinched and with each touch he felt Jensen contract around him. Jared got tired of just laying there so he slowly pushed up. With a few awkward moves he got up onto his knees, his ass resting on his heels and he pulled Jensen closer. Their chests touched and the sweat slick skin rubbed together heightening the sensations. Jared's strong arms wrapped around Jensen and he smashed their mouths together. Jensen parted his lips and kissed Jared back just as fiercely as the younger man was kissing him.

He let out a strangled groan when he felt Jared's hand wrap around his cock, he was about to blow as it was. It had been too long since he had an orgasm with another person in the same room, let alone with another person inside him. They were pressed so close together it was hard for Jared to even move his hand up and down Jensen's cock but he got just enough friction. Their mouths were still battling for control, neither was winning and neither man cared because it was hot and slick and easy as they moved together.

“I'm gonna come.” The words where whispered hotly into Jared's mouth and he tightened his grip on Jensen's cock. He could feel Jensen's ass spasming around his cock and he licked eagerly into Jensen's mouth. “That’s it baby. Come on. Come for me. Wanna feel you all around me. Feel so good baby, so fucking good.”

Jensen didn't even hear the words anymore, his brain was so fogged over with lust. There was no coherent thought in his head, the only thing that came through clear was Jared's name so he just kept gasping that, over and over again until he cut it off to moan out his release. He couldn't help his hips from stuttering against Jared's as he coated both their stomachs with his come, sticky and hot.

Jared never let up on his thrusts. The feeling of Jensen coming apart around him had his brain short circuit and he thrust up sharply into that tight heat. The feel of Jensen's semen between them made him smile against the sweat slick skin of Jensen's neck. His tongue shot out and he licked the fine sheen off of Jensen's neck, he tasted musky and salty and Jared was well on his way of becoming addicted to that taste. There was no build up, just a small warning in his lower back and then he was coming, hot and think into Jensen. His body shuddered and he had to use all his strength not to collapse backwards on the bed.

Both men were shivering with their release, their muscles had been under such strain and the sudden release of tension shook their muscles. Slowly, gently Jared turned them around and he lowered Jensen to the bed. The sight in front of him made him ache with such a longing it scared him. Jensen looked absolutely gorgeous like this. He was sated and fucked out, his hair mussed and a blush on his cheeks from the exertion, Jared could definitely get used to seeing him like this.

He lowered himself down onto the bed and he gathered Jensen into his arms, the older man’s back to his front. With each passing moment their breathing got deeper and less rushed. The high of climax slowly seeped from their bodies and left a warm, content feeling in its wake. Jared rested one arm above his head, fingers slowly raking through Jensen’s tussled hair while he draped the other across Jensen’s waist to keep the other man close.

He grabbed Jensen’s hand and laced their fingers together. “I want you to know I’m serious about this.” His voice was a mere whisper but since Jensen’s ear was only an inch away he needn’t speak harder. “That I’m not gonna ‘not want you’ now because you gave the free milk away.”

Jensen’s warm body shuddered with laughter. “Gave the milk away, what the hell are you talking about. Is this some sort of post sex thing for you? Mumbling shit that doesn’t make a lick of sense?”

Jared smiled against Jensen’s nape and shook his head. “No. You know, not having to buy the cow because the milk’s free. I’m still buying the cow... I’m… okay, this is coming out all wrong, sex hazed mind here, sorry.” He snuggled up closer to Jensen. “Just want you to know that I really care about you, maybe even...”

His words were cut off by Jensen “Don’t. Can we just… can we take this slow?”

Jared’s warm breath huffed out in a chuckle against the back of Jensen’s neck. “I don’t wanna insult you, sweetheart. But I think that won’t be possible since we already blew past the final barrier.”

Jensen shook his head. “No, I mean… I mean take it slow as in not get crazy attached right away. Just not blow this up into something it might not be.”

Jared frowned and nuzzled Jensen’s ear. “This not being… what? Love. So no declarations of undying love, got it.” Silence dawned over them. “Can I be though?”

Jared’s question threw Jensen off and he turned his head slightly so Jared knew he had his attention. “Can you be what?” He had no idea what the younger man was talking about.

“What if I am or become in love with you. Can I be, as long as I don’t tell you?” Jared took in a deep breath, loving that with each inhale he breathed in Jensen’s scent. “That way you won’t know and I can just be.”

“You can do whatever you want. Just, when… if you ever say it, make sure you mean it. My, my parents used to tell me they loved me all the time… look how that turned out.”

Jared didn’t really know how that turned out. He only knew that it led Jensen to leave home and end up in less savory situations before finally ending up with Jared’s mother. “When I say it… I’ll mean it. And Jensen… when I say it, it’s gonna be forever, so you better strap in for the long haul.”

“So we can take it slow?”

After another moment of silence Jared jarred Jensen from his light slumber. “We are exclusive though, right? I mean, there won’t be any Jeff’s or club guys or who the fuck ever, for me or you?” he felt Jensen nod and smiled into Jensen’s silky hair. “Then we can take it as slow as you want.”

Jared was almost asleep when Jensen muttered something he couldn’t quite understand. “What was that?” He asked and Jensen cleared his throat from sleep. “I said; you need to change the sheets tomorrow.”

The larger man chuckled and cuddled up closer. “Why, are you one of those freaks that think the sheets are dirty just after one little bout of sex. You’re such a clean freak.” But the words sounded kind and loving, not condescending.

Jensen chuckled, his voice was rough and slow with exhaustion. “There was nothing ‘little’ about that round of sex, Jared. But no, that’s not why.” Silence indicated Jared was waiting for Jensen’s answer. “No, you need to clean the sheets tomorrow because I can feel come leaking from my ass… and I’m way too tired to get up and do something about it now.”

He felt asleep to the gentle sound of Jared chuckling in his ear. Strong-arms around him and Jared’s warm, safe body against his back.

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There was no alarm clock blaring in his ear. That was Jensen’s first coherent thought when he woke up. That and there was something big and warm pressed up against his back. This might have been the best waking up he’d had in years. He was warm and comfortable and for some strange reason he felt the safest he felt since he’d left his childhood home. Jensen startled when there was movement behind him and a raspy voice spoke out.

“Hey there, sleeping beauty. Thought you were gonna sleep the whole day away.” Jared’s hand rested on Jensen’s stomach and his face was buried against the back of Jensen’s neck. Jensen didn’t mind in the least and he pushed back a little against Jared’s large body. Jensen turned in Jared’s arms so he was facing the younger man. Jared looked beautiful first thing in the morning. his hair was all over the place, his skin was soft and warm from sleep and those hazel eyes looked back at him, sleep still lingering in them. This was definitely the best way he’d ever woken up.

Jared’s arms came around him and pulled him in close. “Sleep good? Didn’t keep you awake with any snoring, did I.” Though Jared knew damn well that he didn’t snore, the chuckle it got from Jensen was worth it. Though the sun was high in the sky Jensen didn’t want to leave the safety of Jared’s embrace just yet so he snuggled up closer and buried his face against Jared’s chest.

“Jensen!... Jen.. oh Jenny… JENSEN!” startled green eyes opened at the sound of those agitated cries.

“What the hell is that?” Though he knew Jared probably wouldn’t know either. The screaming of his name continued and then it was accompanied by loud knocking, not on Jared’s door and that’s when he realized. He was supposed to be in his own room and Melly had a habit of waking him.

“Where the hell is he?” Jensen had no idea who she was talking to, but she had a habit of talking to herself when there was a lack of company around her. “I looked everywhere and I know he didn’t leave the house… Jensen?!”

“Melly! Shut the hell up!” The agitated cry came from Jared and Jensen chuckled softly as Melly abruptly did as she was told. Then there was her voice again, this time from right on the other side of Jared’s door.

“I won’t shut up. I can’t find Jensen anywhere, his door is locked and I can’t wake him. What if something horrible has happened… oh my god, he slipped in the shower and now he’s bleeding to death slowly because he banged his head on the shampoo caddy…. JENSEN!” Jensen groaned, sometimes Melly just had too much of an imagination.

“Melly! Shut up. He’s fine, he’s not bleeding to death, will you please hush?!” Jared groaned and Jensen knew what he meant, he just wanted to spend a couple more moments dozing in Jared’s arms.

“You don’t know that! He could be seriously hurt Jared” And she went on knocking on Jensen’s door.

“Please make her shut up before my ears start bleeding” Jared mumbled into Jensen’s hair but the older man just burrowed further into Jared’s embrace. The younger man chuckled. “So it’s like this, huh. Gonna act like you’re the innocence itself?”

In the meantime Melly was still pounding on Jensen’s door and he had enough. “Melly, I’m fine, stop freaking out and shut up!” All noise stopped from the hallway as the woman out there realized that Jensen’s voice hadn’t come from inside his own bedroom.

“Oh…. My… GOD!” The door to Jared’s room flew open and revealed a shocked Melly in the doorway, her hands on her hips and her jaw on the floor.

“Hey!” Jared called out indignantly. “We could have been…. Otherwise engaged and you just barge on in?”

“Oh.My.God”

…..

“Oh my fucking God”

“Yes Melly, we get the picture!” Jensen’s voice was grumpy since now he was completely pulled from his lazy state of slumber.

“You… oh, you had sex” Give the woman a medal, Jensen thought. She’d figured it out. “I don’t like Jared” Melly said mockingly imitating Jensen. “He’s annoying and childish and he thinks he’s god’s gift to men… tell me Jared, was that what he was telling you last night when he was impaling himself on your dick?”

Sometimes Jensen really wished Melly would install a filter between her excuse of a brain and her loud mouth. He pulled the blankets up over his head and hid in Jared’s arms. “Jared, make her go away” He whined softly.

There was a slam and then the bed shook as a solid form jumped in bed beside them.

“No, no” Jensen protested. “You’re not supposed to be here, shoo.” He sounded childish but he really didn’t care. Normally he loved Melly to death but she was ruining his morning.

“Aww, you two look so cute together, I knew you’d end up with each other.” She sounded excited and the bed bounced up and down. “You have to tell me everything. I wanna know how he kisses and if he’s proportionate and…” She kept rattling on as if Jared wasn’t even in the room with them.

Slowly Jensen peeked his head over the covers and glared up at Jared who was trying to keep from bursting out into laughter. “Shut up!” Jensen demanded “I don’t like you.”

The grin on Jared’s face told Jensen that he didn’t believe a word what Jensen was saying. “Not the tune you were singing last night, sweetheart.”

Jensen decided that if he was suffering then so should Jared. He slipped his hand from Jared’s back to his front and slowly trailed his fingers across Jared’s abdomen. The feather light touch of his fingers sending shivers through Jared’s body and Jensen grinned satisfied.

The blanket was hiding what he was doing so he trailed his fingers lower and lower until Jared’s hand shot down and caught it before he could go any further. “Melly?” Jared’s voice was calm and determined. “Go tell my mom Jensen will be down a little later… you can go now.”

Where she had ignored Jensen’s demands and requests she’d recognized the tone of Jared’s voice. With a smirk on her face she got off the bed and moved back to the door. “You boys play nice now, you hear. And I don’t wanna be hearing anything…. Unless you videotape it for me so I can also watch it later.” She pulled the door closed behind her.

As they heard Melly’s footsteps moving down the hall and down the stairs Jared felt Jensen relax in his arms. “Now that was just plain mean.”

Jared grabbed Jensen and flipped him onto his back. “You have some mean distraction techniques. I might have to get some for myself.”

Jensen didn’t bother with words. He just grabbed Jared’s head and pulled him down for a slick kiss.

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