What am I doing here? This feels wrong. Nothing feels right, being so far from my friends and my home, and everything I've come to know and love. I don't really think I belong here. It's all so foreign, so alien to me. I feel hopeless every time I get up, every time I leave the apartment, even just sitting in the apartment.

Where am I going with ( Read more... )

Here, at this point, what do I do ( Read more... )

I have not written a blog here in over a year. The date last posted is not accurate, because I have deleted most of the entries that I had here. This blog is now going to be a more personal thing. Because not that many people know that it exists, and because even fewer people expect me to update it ( Read more... )

Tuesday was probably the most memorable day this last week. I went to Cedar Point with Sara and her youth group. I'm most definitely not a church person, but I went to hang out with her, and I'm really glad. I had a great time there, and it was my first time at Cedar Point ( Read more... )

I'm praying for rain and I'm praying for tidal waves ( Read more... )

Bushido is the honor code, the way of the Samurai ( Read more... )

A friend approached me last night about a problem that he has been trying to deal with. I have known him for many years, and he is one of my closest friends, so I was glad to listen ( Read more... )

It happened today... The seniors left, and as I watched them all walk away from this place and into their own lives, I was saddened. I realized how many of them I actually knew. How many actually mattered to me... Again... all the people I could have gotten to know.

Today... Full of emotion. Happiness. Tears. Regret. Contentment. All mixed up again ( Read more... )

I have not entered anything for the past two days ( Read more... )