Comments | aconflictedsoul: where have you been?

aconflictedsoul

where have you been?

May 10, 2005 01:16

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OMG xaviergyrl_510 May 10 2005, 07:02:22 UTC

I swear..i was just thinkin bout this same thing today and matter fact just thinkin bout it. You just described my dad. I have so much animosity pinned up inside because he wasn't there for me. From the time i was 5 to now my mom has done it all. This entry really touched me

Re: OMG aconflictedsoul May 10 2005, 20:52:30 UTC

its too bad that as black folks so many of us have bad situations when it comes to our fathers

Re: OMG xaviergyrl_510 May 11 2005, 06:38:20 UTC

I definately agree with you on that :I

kryssy1 May 10 2005, 13:08:05 UTC

I'm sure you already know this...but you seemed to have turned out to be one hell of a man without him...you should be very proud of the person you are....He'll regret not being there one day...

aconflictedsoul May 10 2005, 20:54:10 UTC

aww shucks thanx for the kind words ;)

candyc0atedkiss May 10 2005, 17:07:17 UTC

I know how you're feeling. I just met my 'real' father last July. He aint shit. I can't really stand his ass to be honest.

He went to military prison when I was less than a year old. He did some real ill shit and when shit hit the fan me and my mother were alone.

TO THIS DAY: I hate that man.....even though we never struggled (my mom met my DADDY when I was 1 and we've been a family ever since) just the fact that he was so selfish and didn't think about his family and just wanted to DO HIM makes my stomach turn at the thought of that man.

BUT BLAH! You have to move on ... he's just a 'man' and all people make mistakes. I choose not to have nothing to do with ole boy .... but that's just my decision.

aconflictedsoul May 10 2005, 20:57:00 UTC

yeah i definitely feel u. it took me a long time to view him as just a 'man' cause he was so important to me even when i was feeling anger towards him

badgirltish May 11 2005, 01:51:00 UTC

U have a twin thats cute. I Dont talk to my father either. I live in a house that he owns but he lives in another state. He never calls for birthdays or anything. He even forgot my name once. How you forget your child's name. So believe me I feel your pain. I say fuck em we grown now. It still hurts but just make sure that when or if you have kids you treat them the way you wanted to be treated

aconflictedsoul May 11 2005, 14:38:28 UTC

yeah my sis is my heart. its like u said we're grown now but that makes it even harder for me to understand how as an adult u could leave ur kids like that. i could never defend the thought process of any man who does that

Faith diva_star562 May 21 2005, 07:30:28 UTC

Hey teacher add me (smile)..Anyhoo..situations that make you weak only make your strong in the long run..keep you head up...