I wish:

I still was skating.
I could find a girl like the one in Garden State.
I had a better guitar.
I was better at guitar.
I still had a band.
I could move out when I turn 18.
I was not financially dependent on my parents.
I could be motivated to do my homework.
I had some me time at home.

only because i have to ( Read more... )

written and produced by:
Kelly Halpin and Camden Cilento

it's so pretty outside
i want to go lay in my grass
stare at the stars
and get lost
the stars are so bright
ohh i hope i dont fall for you tonight
but i already have.
why can't things work out like they do in the movies
i wish i could make you see the beauty in life ( Read more... )

i'm glad i can have nights like these every once and a while.

I want to see the Yu-Gi-Oh movie.

Who wants to go?

edit: i've decided i am not going to write about anymore of my teen angst problems. therefore, this journal is going to be pretty empty until i find something good to write about. i hope you appreciate it.

i wish i could be content in knowing life will be better when i leave this area, but i'm not. i can't help but hoping that something or someone will come up and make me change my whole perspective on this place. it has yet to happen in my almost 18 years of living here, so i highly doubt it will happen in the next 10 months. not to say i'm not ( Read more... )

That was literally the worst week of my life.

{edit} if anyone near me could give me a ride to school on thursday or whenever we go back, that would be awesome. i only need it for that day until i figure out the bus schedule, hah. thanks.
and if things continue the way they are, i might need somewhere to move in until september 5.

there is so much i could say right now, but i don't think i am going to.

i desperately need someone to confide in.

first day of school was a success (yes, i'm still thinking about it). may 21 isn't that far away, and neither is my escape from this small town i've called my home since birth. many great memories were made here and there are many more to come. a lot of great friends were made and hopefully i will make more worth keeping in touch with. no matter ( Read more... )

it's that time of the year again kids.
yes, i mean back to school.
i am so glad i only have one year left.

anyone want to donate a virus/spyware free computer to me?
my parents think it is fun to click everything that pops up, and they open every e-mail. I can no longer share.

it's time for a fresh start.

p.s. everybody's doing it (get it?)