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[acoustical_abby]

--this post is obviously everyone who knows Abby likes Scott

Okay, so I know I posted today already, but I had to store this song somewhere that I don't risk Scott, or my family seeing it. And this seemed to be the perfect place...


I don’t think straight, these days
My mind’s been replaced with cloudy haze and
I can’t understand why
I can see his face, whenever I close my eyes

My friends they all suspect
But I haven’t said nothing yet
My mind’s been torn into pieces of two
One saying no, and the other saying it’s all true

If I don’t love him
Why does my heart beat loudly when he’s near me?
If I don’t love him
Why can I see his face in every dream?
If I don’t love him
When he talks why can’t I remember all I knew?
If I don’t love him
Why does it feel like I do?

Want to push it out
Things were so much easier with no doubt, at all
But just when it stops, and I can breathe
He walks right by me

And my mind goes blank again
I can’t shake it away

If I don’t love him
Why does my heart beat loudly when he’s near me?
If I don’t love him
Why can I see his face in every dream?
If I don’t love him
When he talks why can’t I remember all I knew?
If I don’t love him
Why does it feel like I do?

Confused and broken
I don’t remember
Words that I’ve spoken
My mouth dries up
I can’t talk no more
Talk no more

I don’t love him
Why does that sound so wrong?
Why can’t I admit it?
Admit defeat

If I don’t love him
Why does my heart beat loudly when he’s near me?
If I don’t love him
If I don’t love him
When he talks why can’t I remember all I knew?
If I don’t love him
Why does it feel like I do?
Why does it feel like I do?
Why does it feel like, I do?

I know, I know, some of it isn't true, but it fitted and flowed, so I just put it in...

ARGH WHY AM I WRITING SONGS LIKE THIS? USUALLY THEY MEAN SOMETHING - THIS IS JUST RANDOM! *facepalm*