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[acousticbullsht]

My day to day routine is so mundane. I need a change of scenery. My activities include going to class and sleeping. It seems that I am in a constant cycle that I cannot break out of. I attend my classes, do my homework, eat occasionally, and sleep away the rest of the day. On the weekends I visit friends and hang out, but I never actually "do"

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[acousticbullsht]

Yeah, I probably could have summed it up in two words, quoted from your latest entry: "existential crisis," but I was in a more poetic state.

[funkygreendog]

You know, the fact that you quoted poor Mr. Prufrock lets me in on your situation...but you gotta think of it this way(because I have to force myself to think of it this way or I'll implode):
We're young. We're going to have so many existential crisis in our lives that one day, we're going to say "Fuck it" and keep on living it out. Fuck Prufrock, he's a bad influence. Think of it as...not exactly waiting for anything or floating about aimlessly.
"I've known rivers:
I've known rivers ancient as the world and older than the
flow of human blood in human veins.

My soul has grown deep like the rivers."
--Hughes
Let's be positive, like Langston Hughes is sometimes =)

[zeppchic]

I would like to say it gets better, but it seems the older you get, and the more responsibilities you collect, these spells (I call them spells) of doubt & confusion get more complicated. I understand how you feel, especially the words part, minus the Spanish of course, but I can't speak a decent sentence lately either. Stress does strange things to your body.

Any way, enjoy the things you can, and use this time to get your goals in order & most important, take care of yourself... this too shall pass :)

Te amo!

[a_girl_like_you]

Things will change, babe. I know what you mean about the sentences thing...

My emotions are playing tricks on me or something and my mind picks up on it and I jumble Hindi English and Spanish. It's messy.

I miss you bunches, kiddo. I hope I can come visit or something soon. We'll see.. :-/

<3<3<3
Sunita

[bluemeenie]

Troy, of all people that I know, I can say that I think you are truely living. Chill out, babe. Sometimes, when you don't look so hard, you trip over what it is you're looking for.