This is the story about a guy named...
I was kind of bored and broke down and did one of those survey... things. Unfortunately I don't have enough energy to write an entry write now.
BORING STUFF
*The single most boring question: What is your name? Ryan
*Are you happy with it? Shrug.
*Are you named after anyone? Yes. I don’t want to talk about it.
*Would you name a child of yours after you? Sure.
*If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? Ryan.
*Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? Lot of people can’t tell the difference between Bryan, Brian and Ryan. Silly kids!
*Would you drop your last name if you became famous? No, I’d create a brand spankin’ new pseudonym!
BASICS
*Your sex: Male
*Straight/gay/bi? Straight
*Your birthdate: September 19, 1988
*Your age: 16
*Age you wish you were: I’m good with 16
*Your height: 6’2”
*The color of your eyes: I can never remember… some people say they’re blue, some say hazel and some say green.
*Happy with it? Of all the things I care about… this is not one!
*The color of your hair: Blonde
*Happy with it? Of all the things I care about… this is not one!
*Left/right/ambidextrous? Right
*Your living arrangement? …parental units and popo occupy this wonderful house which is soon to be someone else’s wonderful house (sigh).
*What's your job: Full time student, part time web host, part time medical office clerk
*Obsessions? Amber Tamblyn?? Uhm…
*Addictions? Some would say Pepsi… but I think I can survive without most of my supposed addictions
*Do you speak another language? Nope.
*Do you have a webpage? Yep, several. None of which I will list here for fear of google matching them with my journal ;)
DEEP THOUGHTS
*Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? To a certain extent
*Do you have any secrets? Who doesn’t?
*Do you hate yourself? Not really
*Do you like your handwriting? Ahaha. I’m in love with my signature but my handwriting is bleh.
*What is the compliment you get most from people? Something about speaking/arguing
*Can you sing? No L
*Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? No? I look cool as I am. Or something like that.
*What is your no. 1 priority in life? Success.
*Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? I fear failure… but I’m not sure that’s about myself.
*Are you passive or aggressive? That entirely depends on the situation, sheesh.
*Have you got a journal? I loves me some journal.
*What is your greatest strength and weakness? Apparently I have a silver tongue… when I want to. My biggest weakness though is probably my nervousness and apprehension.
*If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I would be less nervous and more confident about everything.
*There are three wells love, beauty and creativity. You can only drink out of one: Thank you for providing me with a hypothetical situation without a question following it. I’m not thirsty.
*How do you vent? I whine. A lot. I complain. A lot. Sorry!
*Do you think you are emotionally strong? I can hide my emotions but I don’t know that I’m actually emotionally strong.
*Do you think life has been good so far? Well, yes.
*What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? I’m not sure
*What do you like the most about your body? I’m a big fan of my mind? I enjoy looking forbidding
*And least? Shrug, I don’t really dislike myself
*Do you think you are good looking? Let me answer this question with a lyric; “To know me is to love me.”
*Are you confident? Sometimes
*Are you perceived wrongly? All the time.
DO YOU...
*Read the newspaper? Yes
*Pray? Sometimes?
*Go to church? Yeah
*Sleep with stuffed animals? No L
*Take walks in the rain? No… well, I did during the hurricanes because it was cool
*Talk to people even though you hate them? Nope
*Like to drive fast? Yes… but safely!
*Like your voice? I’m not sure. I change it too often. I change my tone depending on whom I’m talking to. Ugh.
HAVE YOU EVER...
*Hurt yourself? Not intentionally.
*Been out of the country? Canada when I was about 2 and the U.K. last summer
*Eaten something that made other people sick? No
*Had a medical emergency? One of my toes fell off… does that count?
*Had a surgery? The toe thing… and wisdom teeth removal
*Played strip poker? No sir!
*Gotten beaten up? No sir!
*Beaten someone up? No sir!
*Been picked on? Yes mamn!
*Been on stage? Yes mamn!
*Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? ….no?
*Slept outdoors? Yes
*Thought about suicide? Not really…
*Pulled an all-nighter? Nope
*Gone one day without food? Probably when I was sick at one point.
*Slept all day? No
*Killed someone? No
*Made out with a stranger? No
*Had sex with a stranger? No
*Thought you're going crazy? No lol
*Done anything sexual with the same sex? No
*Been betrayed? I’m afraid so.
*Had a dream that came true? Nope.
*Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? No
*Been on radio/tv? Radio: WAOA, WFIT TV: BPS-TV
*Been in a mosh-pit? No
*Had a nervous breakdown? No
*Been criticized about your sexual performance? All the time! Sigh L
*Had a dream that kept coming back? No
CLOTHES
*Favorite brand of clothing? Haha. Are you serious?
*What cologne/perfume do you wear? … It’s an original brand “la ryan”
*What are you normally wearing to school/work? T-Shirt & Shorts and for special occasions… dockers and a polo!
*Wear hats? Sure
*Judge other people by their clothing? Not really…
*Wear make-up? No
*Favorite place to shop? Shrug, if they sell T-Shirts…!
*Favorite article of clothing? T-Shirts babeh
*Are you trendy? Haha. No.
*Would you rather wear a uniform to school? No.
BELIEFS
*Believe in life on other planets? Maybe
*Miracles? Yes
*Horoscopes? No
*Magic? Only when Terry does it.
*God? ?
*Satan? ?
*Santa? Absolutely.
*Ghosts? ?
*Luck? yes
*Love at first sight? yes
*Witches? ?
*Easter bunny? Absolutely.
*Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Yes
*Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Pfftt.
*Do you wish on stars? No.
DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
*Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? I’m not sure.
*Do you think that science counteracts religion? No
*Where do you think we go when we die? I’m not sure.
AMIGOS
*Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? Yeah
*Who is your best friend?
*Who's the one person that knows most about you?
*Your favorite inside joke?
*Thing you're picked on most about?
LOVE, and all that
*Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? Yes, I’m shaking in my books. Or I would be if I was wearing boots. Or if I owned a pair of boots…
*Do you consider love a mistake? No, although I often regret it.
*What do you find romantic? Long walks on the beach! No seriously, feeling like someone cares about you, is interested in you, feeling loved? I’m not sure… L
*Turn-on? Hot Russian lesbians. Duh. Smart, kind, CARING, sense of humor is nice.
*Turn-off? Not being able to laugh at yourself. Angry people…
*If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? Heh, an all too familiar question. At first, there’s the flattery that comes with finding out anyone is interested in dating you. That is quickly followed by annoyance if they’re too persistent…
*Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"? Uhm knowing them
*Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? Who says it isn’t?!?!?! It’s quite acceptable, ladies!
*Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Hm…I don’t think so…
*Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? Of course. Perhaps it has to do with the way I fill out my skin tight blue jeans? Hah
*What is best about the opposite sex? Too many things…
*What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? At the moment, I find the whole “I’m ugly” “I’m fat” “Don’t say I’m not ugly” “Don’t say I’m not fat” thing quite infuriating.
*Are you in love? Maybe…
*Do you consider your significant other hot? Of course ;p
*What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? Nothing? Maybe, MAYBE make a comment to someone I’m with… but most likely nothing.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
*That haunted you? No one?
*You wanted to kill? I’m not a violent person…
*That you laughed at? Marisa ;)
*You went shopping with? Tango
*That broke your heart? ….
*To disappoint you? My dad.
*To make you cry? No clue, it’s been a while.
*To brighten up your day?
*That you thought about? Tango
*You saw a movie with? Laura & Aley (Alei?)
*You talked to on the phone? Someone calling to rent our house L
*You talked to through IM/ICQ? Tango
*You saw? Popo
*You thought was completely N-U-T-Z? Elissa
*You trusted? I’m changing the question to be last person confided in.… and that’d be foxtrot
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
*Smiled? When I read “nayr’s a hottie!” haha
*Laughed? When I read “nayr’s a hottie!” haha
*Cried? It’s been a while… no clue
*Bought something? Does priority mail postage count? If so, today.
*Danced? No clue
*Were sarcastic? A few questions back…
*Talked to an ex? A couple days ago
*Watched your fave movie? Hm, I should pick a favorite movie lol
*Had a nightmare? I don’t remember my dreams ;/
*Talked on the phone? Just moments ago
*Listened to the radio? This morning in the car, NPR on WFIT
*Watched TV? Two or three nights ago for the daily show
*Helped someone? Yesterday
*Were mean? Making fun of Marisa L
*Sang? I’ll never tell.
*Saw a movie? Yesterday with laura & aley (alei?)
*Said "I love you"? I don’t recall
*Missed someone? I missed a lot of people while I was in Hawaii
*Fought with a family member? A week ago with my dad?
*Fought with a friend? Earlier today, thanks Gary!
*Smoked weed? Never
*Got drunk? Never
LAST TIME
*Last song you heard: Rammstein - Amerikla
*Last thing you had to drink: Diet Pepsi (So light, so crisp, so refreshing.)
*Last time you showered: 7:45 this morning
*Last thing you ate: popo’s home-made lo-mein (yummy!)
*Last CD you bought: I don’t really buy actual CDs anymore… the last one I bought was the POTO highlights… the last album I bought was on iTunes and it was IZ’s E ala E
*Last thing you bought: USPS Priority Postage
RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
* What are you wearing right now? The worlds best shorts, ever and a signature shirt
*What are you worried about right now? Figuring out tomorrow night… people are coming to see the house + what tango and I are doing hmmm
*What book are you reading right now? Black Boy and I love it
*Are you bored? Not really
*Are you tired? Not really
*Are you talking to anyone online? Nope
*Are you talking to anyone on the phone? Nope
*Are you lonely or content? Content
*Are you listening to music? Kingston Trio, Rueben James
Three rings and an answering machine,
BORING STUFF
*The single most boring question: What is your name? Ryan
*Are you happy with it? Shrug.
*Are you named after anyone? Yes. I don’t want to talk about it.
*Would you name a child of yours after you? Sure.
*If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? Ryan.
*Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? Lot of people can’t tell the difference between Bryan, Brian and Ryan. Silly kids!
*Would you drop your last name if you became famous? No, I’d create a brand spankin’ new pseudonym!
BASICS
*Your sex: Male
*Straight/gay/bi? Straight
*Your birthdate: September 19, 1988
*Your age: 16
*Age you wish you were: I’m good with 16
*Your height: 6’2”
*The color of your eyes: I can never remember… some people say they’re blue, some say hazel and some say green.
*Happy with it? Of all the things I care about… this is not one!
*The color of your hair: Blonde
*Happy with it? Of all the things I care about… this is not one!
*Left/right/ambidextrous? Right
*Your living arrangement? …parental units and popo occupy this wonderful house which is soon to be someone else’s wonderful house (sigh).
*What's your job: Full time student, part time web host, part time medical office clerk
*Obsessions? Amber Tamblyn?? Uhm…
*Addictions? Some would say Pepsi… but I think I can survive without most of my supposed addictions
*Do you speak another language? Nope.
*Do you have a webpage? Yep, several. None of which I will list here for fear of google matching them with my journal ;)
DEEP THOUGHTS
*Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? To a certain extent
*Do you have any secrets? Who doesn’t?
*Do you hate yourself? Not really
*Do you like your handwriting? Ahaha. I’m in love with my signature but my handwriting is bleh.
*What is the compliment you get most from people? Something about speaking/arguing
*Can you sing? No L
*Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? No? I look cool as I am. Or something like that.
*What is your no. 1 priority in life? Success.
*Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? I fear failure… but I’m not sure that’s about myself.
*Are you passive or aggressive? That entirely depends on the situation, sheesh.
*Have you got a journal? I loves me some journal.
*What is your greatest strength and weakness? Apparently I have a silver tongue… when I want to. My biggest weakness though is probably my nervousness and apprehension.
*If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I would be less nervous and more confident about everything.
*There are three wells love, beauty and creativity. You can only drink out of one: Thank you for providing me with a hypothetical situation without a question following it. I’m not thirsty.
*How do you vent? I whine. A lot. I complain. A lot. Sorry!
*Do you think you are emotionally strong? I can hide my emotions but I don’t know that I’m actually emotionally strong.
*Do you think life has been good so far? Well, yes.
*What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? I’m not sure
*What do you like the most about your body? I’m a big fan of my mind? I enjoy looking forbidding
*And least? Shrug, I don’t really dislike myself
*Do you think you are good looking? Let me answer this question with a lyric; “To know me is to love me.”
*Are you confident? Sometimes
*Are you perceived wrongly? All the time.
DO YOU...
*Read the newspaper? Yes
*Pray? Sometimes?
*Go to church? Yeah
*Sleep with stuffed animals? No L
*Take walks in the rain? No… well, I did during the hurricanes because it was cool
*Talk to people even though you hate them? Nope
*Like to drive fast? Yes… but safely!
*Like your voice? I’m not sure. I change it too often. I change my tone depending on whom I’m talking to. Ugh.
HAVE YOU EVER...
*Hurt yourself? Not intentionally.
*Been out of the country? Canada when I was about 2 and the U.K. last summer
*Eaten something that made other people sick? No
*Had a medical emergency? One of my toes fell off… does that count?
*Had a surgery? The toe thing… and wisdom teeth removal
*Played strip poker? No sir!
*Gotten beaten up? No sir!
*Beaten someone up? No sir!
*Been picked on? Yes mamn!
*Been on stage? Yes mamn!
*Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? ….no?
*Slept outdoors? Yes
*Thought about suicide? Not really…
*Pulled an all-nighter? Nope
*Gone one day without food? Probably when I was sick at one point.
*Slept all day? No
*Killed someone? No
*Made out with a stranger? No
*Had sex with a stranger? No
*Thought you're going crazy? No lol
*Done anything sexual with the same sex? No
*Been betrayed? I’m afraid so.
*Had a dream that came true? Nope.
*Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? No
*Been on radio/tv? Radio: WAOA, WFIT TV: BPS-TV
*Been in a mosh-pit? No
*Had a nervous breakdown? No
*Been criticized about your sexual performance? All the time! Sigh L
*Had a dream that kept coming back? No
CLOTHES
*Favorite brand of clothing? Haha. Are you serious?
*What cologne/perfume do you wear? … It’s an original brand “la ryan”
*What are you normally wearing to school/work? T-Shirt & Shorts and for special occasions… dockers and a polo!
*Wear hats? Sure
*Judge other people by their clothing? Not really…
*Wear make-up? No
*Favorite place to shop? Shrug, if they sell T-Shirts…!
*Favorite article of clothing? T-Shirts babeh
*Are you trendy? Haha. No.
*Would you rather wear a uniform to school? No.
BELIEFS
*Believe in life on other planets? Maybe
*Miracles? Yes
*Horoscopes? No
*Magic? Only when Terry does it.
*God? ?
*Satan? ?
*Santa? Absolutely.
*Ghosts? ?
*Luck? yes
*Love at first sight? yes
*Witches? ?
*Easter bunny? Absolutely.
*Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Yes
*Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Pfftt.
*Do you wish on stars? No.
DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
*Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? I’m not sure.
*Do you think that science counteracts religion? No
*Where do you think we go when we die? I’m not sure.
AMIGOS
*Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? Yeah
*Who is your best friend?
*Who's the one person that knows most about you?
*Your favorite inside joke?
*Thing you're picked on most about?
LOVE, and all that
*Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? Yes, I’m shaking in my books. Or I would be if I was wearing boots. Or if I owned a pair of boots…
*Do you consider love a mistake? No, although I often regret it.
*What do you find romantic? Long walks on the beach! No seriously, feeling like someone cares about you, is interested in you, feeling loved? I’m not sure… L
*Turn-on? Hot Russian lesbians. Duh. Smart, kind, CARING, sense of humor is nice.
*Turn-off? Not being able to laugh at yourself. Angry people…
*If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? Heh, an all too familiar question. At first, there’s the flattery that comes with finding out anyone is interested in dating you. That is quickly followed by annoyance if they’re too persistent…
*Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"? Uhm knowing them
*Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? Who says it isn’t?!?!?! It’s quite acceptable, ladies!
*Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Hm…I don’t think so…
*Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? Of course. Perhaps it has to do with the way I fill out my skin tight blue jeans? Hah
*What is best about the opposite sex? Too many things…
*What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? At the moment, I find the whole “I’m ugly” “I’m fat” “Don’t say I’m not ugly” “Don’t say I’m not fat” thing quite infuriating.
*Are you in love? Maybe…
*Do you consider your significant other hot? Of course ;p
*What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? Nothing? Maybe, MAYBE make a comment to someone I’m with… but most likely nothing.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
*That haunted you? No one?
*You wanted to kill? I’m not a violent person…
*That you laughed at? Marisa ;)
*You went shopping with? Tango
*That broke your heart? ….
*To disappoint you? My dad.
*To make you cry? No clue, it’s been a while.
*To brighten up your day?
*That you thought about? Tango
*You saw a movie with? Laura & Aley (Alei?)
*You talked to on the phone? Someone calling to rent our house L
*You talked to through IM/ICQ? Tango
*You saw? Popo
*You thought was completely N-U-T-Z? Elissa
*You trusted? I’m changing the question to be last person confided in.… and that’d be foxtrot
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
*Smiled? When I read “nayr’s a hottie!” haha
*Laughed? When I read “nayr’s a hottie!” haha
*Cried? It’s been a while… no clue
*Bought something? Does priority mail postage count? If so, today.
*Danced? No clue
*Were sarcastic? A few questions back…
*Talked to an ex? A couple days ago
*Watched your fave movie? Hm, I should pick a favorite movie lol
*Had a nightmare? I don’t remember my dreams ;/
*Talked on the phone? Just moments ago
*Listened to the radio? This morning in the car, NPR on WFIT
*Watched TV? Two or three nights ago for the daily show
*Helped someone? Yesterday
*Were mean? Making fun of Marisa L
*Sang? I’ll never tell.
*Saw a movie? Yesterday with laura & aley (alei?)
*Said "I love you"? I don’t recall
*Missed someone? I missed a lot of people while I was in Hawaii
*Fought with a family member? A week ago with my dad?
*Fought with a friend? Earlier today, thanks Gary!
*Smoked weed? Never
*Got drunk? Never
LAST TIME
*Last song you heard: Rammstein - Amerikla
*Last thing you had to drink: Diet Pepsi (So light, so crisp, so refreshing.)
*Last time you showered: 7:45 this morning
*Last thing you ate: popo’s home-made lo-mein (yummy!)
*Last CD you bought: I don’t really buy actual CDs anymore… the last one I bought was the POTO highlights… the last album I bought was on iTunes and it was IZ’s E ala E
*Last thing you bought: USPS Priority Postage
RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
* What are you wearing right now? The worlds best shorts, ever and a signature shirt
*What are you worried about right now? Figuring out tomorrow night… people are coming to see the house + what tango and I are doing hmmm
*What book are you reading right now? Black Boy and I love it
*Are you bored? Not really
*Are you tired? Not really
*Are you talking to anyone online? Nope
*Are you talking to anyone on the phone? Nope
*Are you lonely or content? Content
*Are you listening to music? Kingston Trio, Rueben James
Three rings and an answering machine,