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[acquiredminds]

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue

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[anonymous]

i used to cut myself. i have never ever told anyone. and now im embarassed to death of it. i understand what i felt when i would do it, but it didnt feel like me and i didnt think other people would be able to identify with it.
but i think summer has changed my whole mindset. for now atleast. and i know that at the very least, ill be great until the end of the summer. and for now, thats great. but it does scare me..cause i never want to go back to the way it was before.
ehh.

[anonymous]

there is too much to say... but i'll start somewhere

[anonymous]

i lost my virginity to my boyfriend, and having sex with him is the most amazing thing that i've ever experienced. we're two juniors in high school and we have a poor-paying job, so we usually steal condoms from walmart. funny!

[anonymous]

i'm addicted to the internet, and i'm unmotivated. i wish i wasn't. i'm also an attentionwhore when it comes to guys. i wish i wasn't. i hooked up with a friend of my sister's when she told me not to hook up with him. i snuck out to do so. she still doesn't know. i hope she doesn't find out.
when it comes to liking guys i like them too much and smother them. i wish i didn't. i don't know how not to.
i probably would have done this without being anonymous if you hadn't given the choice. you seem like a good listener.

[anonymous]

i'm scared to let go of all hope, and just let him be. i'm scared that if i do, he won't ever change. i don't see how he can live the way that he does... i really, honestly don't. you know, i thought this time it'd be different& he meant what he said... but i got my hopes up far too much; and believed evey word he said... because i really wish he would've changed his life around, i really do. i mean, i've heard it takes time, but i'm just too impatient for it. i can't sit here and watch it fall apart, anymore. as much as i say that, i'd never let go. and i feel so fucking stupid for it.

i could see myself falling in love. right this moment, if i let myself.
i just want that feeling back.. without the bruises. or the fights. or the meaningless words. i want someone to adore me. i think i've found it. but i'm terrified, i don't want to lose it before its even something.

you mean so much to me, thank you for being so amazing.