OK. I am fed up. I hate the world officially. I hate the world.

how can i live the way I want to live if i know that my friends are against it?

I feel misunderstood and alone. I don't want to be alone.
I just don't.

slowly, i'm dying inside. i can't figure out how to let it all out.
I don't want anything more. I just want to be loved.

today was actually fine. I tried to be anti-social but I couldn't avoid the people, especially my blockmates. I am not a user, fyi. I just want to be ready for school that's why I need them so much. :D haha. without them, i'd prolly fail due to lack of requirements ( Read more... )

im hiding basically from everyone or anyone. i'll explain in my other blog.

i am just highly irritable.

i just refigured/design my blog. :D

yep, it actually took me hours to figure out which design to get. :D finally, ive settled to this. :D
i like it. :D it pretty shows a bit of my persona. :D

I have decided to revive my LJ since I have thought of several reasons why I should. However, I am not really in the mood to list them all here. It would be tedious, and I don't have enough patience for that ( Read more... )

didn't want to kill my LJ. ^_^

I learned that I should sleep early from now on. Seriously, I slept at around 1:15am today even if i knew that i had to go to school a while ago. I woke up at around 6am, but remained in bed until 7am. I forced myself to get up since I knew that i'll be late and i'll fail religion due to tardiness. Got up! Washed up! Slept on my way to school. Then ( Read more... )

HAHA. :d Ok. I just changed my LJ layout. Having that MCR layout made me feel and look so emo naman. HAHA. :)) But I aint emo. Well, not anymore. :D Also, thanks to Georrr why i am posting again. haha ( Read more... )

Today was absolutely tiring yet fulfilling for me. The day started with nstp community service in Camarin, Caloocan. My block painted the first coating for the day care center of the kids in Camarin. The experience of painting the day care was so excruciating underneath the fricken SUN. In fact, Karmi and I wanted to just rip off our clothes ( Read more... )

this is the first time i'm blogging again in livejournal... eversince... i dont remember. Now, that I am finally free from the hassles of the world, i can do whatever i want!!! :D ( Read more... )