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so this new year. i've decided to change. not exactly make resolutions because they were simply made to be broken. but change, be something different. more of what i want to be.  not so depressed, and closed off to everyone. maybe that will make everyone happy, and myself also.....

     ( funny how most of us are more thankful on Christmas than Thanksgiving )

Merry Christmas to all you lovely Livejournal people.........

                                
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so there is this thing called snow. that the goodness of abilene texas could never make unless it wanted to with all it's heart. and apparently... thats what it wanted last night.... pictures will come.

so i made a mistake. and i told you and you forgave me. but it hurts. i know. it hurts the both of us. and im sorry. you have no idea. and i hate what i lost. but in the end. we're still by eachothers side. and you love me, and i love you forever....

as of tomorrow this livejournal is going friends only. therefore. get a livejournal or this is no longer a journal for you to see. im sick of all the anonymous crap. and i want some privacy--

this christmas break, i feel like lying in bed. not doing a thing. but listening to the sound of sweet music and writing down all of my feelings. this christmas break i just want to give you your present and not hear your reply. i want to avoid anything that can go wrong or any hate that may be thrown. i want to be like a hermit. all alone. i want ( Read more... )

everytime ive just about got my self-esteem back up someone is right there to bring it right back down. and im sorry if i come across as wanting your stupid pity. but i sure as crap dont. and yes i made a mistake brit. and im sorry. i made a huge mistake. that im yet to tell anyone. and you came to me about it. and im dying to tell. but i have ( Read more... )