long shifts of coffee-sales at the mall really gets one thinking about how much they loathe existance ( Read more... )

i let weeks pass i let weeks pass i let weeks pass i let weeks pass i let weeks pass i let weeks pass i let weeks pass i let weeks pass i let weeks pass. i let weeks pass ( Read more... )

i've never felt so thin in my life ( Read more... )

its 3am ( Read more... )

and i've left you, unacquitted ( Read more... )

1.math     vosbury WHY FIRST PERIOD

2.health dundon

2anthropology    daino

3.french   AHH SPEAR

4.ap euro    vanderpool

5.adv draw/paint     contri????

6.   LUNCHEON WHO HAS MY LUNCHEON

7.english     -SUP LAROSE!

8. gym 246

8bio

8. SH 1,5

9.bio (harrison

9bio

>>>>>>>>>>>>you care

" instead of loving, i say

"i love you" and people believe me. "

took a 2-day trip to ithaca and detoxed, staying at the boat. laid in grass on california blanket and read books for hours. fell asleep on california blanket in the sun face up and the insides of eyelids get all yellow so i put a visor on. hair is laying out behind my head and ( Read more... )

i dont sleep anymore,much. i run off adrenaline. (which, by the way, i wouldnt mind as a first name. "hi, i'm adrenaline.") creativity comes best when youre tired enough not to have a concious; nothing to tell you right from wrong, so you see or feel only what is real, without thinking of what it should be. i wrote today in messy almost-cursive ( ( Read more... )

i was in school wearing, what i was convinced was, the outfit of my dreams. but, it turned out it wasnt really clothes; instead, it was just sheets of fabric safety pinned to my skin. i was walking through the halls - specifically, up the stairs furthest from my math room, the ones i take because i am unreasonable and neurotic about not taking the ( Read more... )

my favorite color lately has been yellow

entire family decided to be mean to me yesturday; spent most of day on boat; my fingers are ice; went to random hardcore show with audrey; watched her slamdance then sat on grass; steve is best in small doses; saw people havent seen in way too long; my itunes got itself messed up; nag champa owns my life ( Read more... )