When I was surrounded by the world, you were the only one who came. And you were the only one astounded, which kept me grounded, while the other boys trashed my very name. Then I looked over just in time to see you smilin' back and me and sayin'

"Everything's okay, as long as you're inside my blue veins."

...your blue veins.

*sigh*

still not perfect.

But it makes me smile how things remind me not to give up on myself.

Everything happens for a reason, right?

You're so good to meee baayybyyy, baayyybyyyy..

I hate the way I am.

but it doesn't mean that I don't get hurt either.

*ouch.*

So despite being Satan and having a pretty nasty face, I reaaaalllly wish I looked like Avril Lavigne.

...mostly for the hair, body, and fangs. You know, her sharp little canine teeth. I think people who have those are super adorable.

Anyway, I'm going to be home soon. And I'm gonna re-bleach my hair and do a little pink too. I miss having pink hair ( Read more... )

How does listening to Freeradiosaic make you cry?

I don't know.

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

:[[

Why can't I be an art school kid?

Another boring weekend :[

le sigh.

I should be feeling so absolutely fucked right now...but...i don't feel that way. Even with the fact that I idiotically forgot to pack my laptop's power supply so I need to work on things in the library now ( Read more... )

I'm sorry but....

Twilight was AWFUL.

Robert Pattinson wasn't nearly worth it. And he needs a nose job

[yes, I'm well aware that I need a nose job too. But he can afford one, so stfu]

p.s.
I'm dreading going back to school tomorrow. This will be, without a doubt, the single worst week of my life.

Will CSF go under?

Probably.

le sigh.

I wished for it, didn't i?

Oh well.

My college experience can't get much more fucked up than it already is, so I wouldn't be surprised.

*shrug*

c'est la vie.

p.s.
I'm home.

also

I have way too much work to do. It's vomit-inducing.

I begin my journey home in 12 houuuurrrsssss!!!

<3<3<3

I can't wait for home and friends.

I love Chicago, but now it's time for some good coffee and amazing people.