and it has led me to this...

[actingkiddo]

i'm not so sure what has brought this on, but as of the past couple of days i really feel that i have nothing to say in conversation. ill talk, sure, but everything i say or add to a conversation feels like filler, the only conversations that seem to hold any meaning any more are those i have about music. that sounds retarded. i hate the fact that

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[hey_apocalypse]

i'm going to be perfectly honest...i skimmed that & it didnt have enough white space for my taste..

[actingkiddo]

i love you ana. srsly.

[man_in_society]

happiness is a struggle and an abstract ideal? how so?
i would argue that the point and beauty of life is going through all of what you are describing. if life ends and there is nothing else i will be content that i have existed and have been happy and sad and everything else there is to feel. i dont think its an abstract ideal, i think the only reason it may have become an abstract ideal is because we have so many things screaming at us what "happiness" is. once i got past that, i realized that the greatest joy is simply living. i dont know about you, but whether theres purpose to all of this or not, happiness is everything there is to me.
i like what you have to say. fuck the corporate world. its just absurd.

[i_heart_cheese]

the business world always seemed rather cold to me except for like d.i.y.

you have to put up w/ the bad to get to the good. not everything is going to be exactly the way you want it to be but you want this business degree so you're going to have to put up w/ some stupid stuff. it's the way of life wes. just don't let it get you down so much, and look at all the good things about it. keep your chin up.

everyone has their own view on happiness and everything is most definitely not meaningless. if you want to know my view on the world and god, read my latest entry. maybe it will give you some insight or the view of a different perspective.