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I woke up tonight with this horrible feeling... the way you sometimes feel after a nightmare, but I don't remember whether I had any dreams. Anyway, I just felt... this awful sadness. Like I'd lost something precious, and I could never, ever get it back. Or... I don't know; like I'd destroyed something beautiful... It was so strange. For a long time I just sat there against the wall and cried. Even thinking about it now is starting to make me feel sad again. I don't think I should be hormonal right now, so it doesn't make any sense. ¬_¬ (Of course, my 'monthly' cycle is beyond screwed up because of my poor dietary habits and stress, but...)
Maybe the laundromat will cheer me up. (Ha ha.)
Maybe the laundromat will cheer me up. (Ha ha.)