yahh

[actor4life1]

yah so I am very drunk right now, and just comming back from a broken up party, and I am left to wonder, what is missing im my life? Why can;t I be happy, why can't I love me? I need to firgure that out very soon because I am too old to put myself through this anymore.

Comments

not alone

[anonymous]

why can't you be happy? why can't you love you?....ok i might be dumd for answering this ? because you were drunk when you wrote it, but i'll give it a shot. I use to be the same way, wondering why i wasn't happy all the time like most of my friends seemed to be, and why i felt so bad about my life for no reason. And then one day i got into a very deep conversation about this w/ a good friend of mine. And she told me no one is truely happy all the time ( and if they seem to be, they prolly just have some really deep issues tucked away). but the most important thing she said turned out to actually be a question. she said "when do we stop careing about what other people think about us and just start living our own lives the way we want to?" And that was it. i clicked...the change wasn't instant, but over time i became more confident and things just seemed over all better. And so i was happy because i was actually living instead of spending time thinking of the right way to do things or doing what EVERYONE else was doing. so ponder that

Re: not alone

[actor4life1]

Hmmmmmm,.......... who do I know who quotes Monty Python? Well I am stumped. People sign you damn posts~!

Mike

We don't let ourselves

[anonymous]

You aren't allowing yourself to, that's why you can't be happy. My senior qoute might help you, I've always lived by it anytime I judge someone or my biggest critic, "Love knows only the limits you set for it."