i need a change from buffalo, i am so sick of this place =(

i just want to be somewhere that i feel wanted and not so alone.

why do i let everything get to me and bring me down. i am such a downer all the time now. i show my emotions so easily i wear them on my sleeve. i wish he knew how much i really do care and love him still. i just wanna be with him again ( Read more... )

i just don't know how to handle things anymore. there is only one boy in my life that i would do anything for and i don't think he realizes how much i love and care about him. he was always all i ever wanted even before i knew him staring at him during study hall freshman year and sophomore year before i knew him talking to him/waiting up online ( Read more... )

idk what to do since i keep on falling for him over and over i just hope things really do end up going back to the way things use to be like we have been talking about.

is it wrong to of had such an amazing weekend and now to be jealous its over and for him to be back with his friends when i wish i was with him.

i feel as though he is perfect for me, and i hope i am for him or at least that i was.

i would give the world to go back to the way things were =(

You Would Be a Good Spouse 85% of the Time


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sometimes i just don't know what to do...or how to handle the things life has thrown at me. i feel just like giving up sometimes, but yet i know i should never give up because giving up is for failures ( Read more... )

was i not good enough for him
could i of embarrassed him
did i not show him enough love
or was my love to much
what else could i of done
to of made things work

i am still very confused if i will ever get to be with my love again

so i don't think many people know why i have been sad, moody and putting depressing away messages up. Well Jeff decided that we needed a break from one another for right now. it makes me really sad to think about it because i love him so much and miss him more then ever because we are 2 and a half hours away from one another. sometimes i wish i ( Read more... )

so Kimmy and i were just making macaroni and cheese and wrote the college plagues ( Read more... )