i cant stand liars
if someone has something to say to me, they should say it.
dont lie.

I was so damn pissed off today...god everything just seemed to crash down today. I am so full of b*tching tonight. Excuse me, if you don't then screw you...

So tomorrow is mothers day and this is the first time I'll be celebrating it for ME! I am so thankful to have Lia in my life and now, it brings a tingle to my eyes just thinking about it. I am so so so blessed to have the cutest baby in the world. She is so pleasant and delighted to be around us ( Read more... )

Yeah I have cramps....

Yes for that reason...

Ouchie wow wow hey hidey ho ding bat.

And Lia screamed 3 1/2 hours non-stop. Nothing calmed her down, I was about to ship her priority over night mail to New York.

Okay well, I have totally realized how awful it must be to read these pessimistic entries on how my life seems to have gone down the drain...but you know what? I should be totally thrilled about my life. I have an awesome daughter, a legacy to the world. She could be the first woman President, or find the cure to cancer or even write a book that ( Read more... )

Yesterday was so freaking fantastic. I took my last test in geo, and as it is, I have a standing F in that. Anyways, I have studdied my ass off. I totally passed it. Aced it. In about 10 minutes. My average time, but this time, I din't have to, "eenie meenie miney mo" it. :)I knew the answers thanks to my kickass neighbor, Jamie. She took it last ( Read more... )

Okay so I am about to finish my first class post partem and I am SO failing. I am failing like no one else can. Well yeah, everyone has bad grades in the class, the average being a c or d...but I have an F. I'm not that far off of a D, but it would be pointless to take the final if I was already doing so badly. I so don't know...I wish I could ( Read more... )

So I'm watching Elimidate and thi chick is a mom and she is WAY hotter than I am. And way better toned than I could ever be after having Lia.
gott run, more later

I ate waaaaaay too much tonight. I feel so pathetic. I want to see a reall sad movie, curl up in a blanket and eat some really bad foods and drink. I have no idea, maybe I'm sinking into depression again. I hated my teen years and all of a sudden I'm a mom and wife. I never had that in between. I need to dote on that and let it all out. Come into ( Read more... )

Haha so I got up this morning, due to the insistance of Lia. She was, "maaaaaaaa, maaaaaaa" And I rolled over, looked at her, and she burst out into giggles. So, we got up. I went to bed t 6am, I couldn't sleep, and now that can, Lia wants to play. How typical!

To all husbandless women...YOU ROCK. You have no idea how lucky you are. I am such a selfish person that being married causes tremendous dowfalls to our relationship. Chris is fun but he's stubborn as a mule. I wanted to go and complain (about the last journal entry's events) and he wants to go alone or not at all. So okay then... I thought we ( Read more... )