So I keep trying because one thing I don't do is give up, but all signs seem to say give up.

Quiet is my loudest cry
Wouldn't wanna wake the eyes that make me melt inside
And if it's healthier to leave you be
May a sickness come and set me free
Kill me while
I still believe that you were meant for me

I wish I would stop getting the mixed signals and finally figure out what is really going on. I have to admit the mixed signals were fun for a while but now they are getting old and this is starting to kill me.

So it's the New Year and it has already started off horribly. So last night I had a huge headache which made it almost impossible to enjoy Pat's party. So if I seemed angry it was only because I had a huge headache. Thanks to the headache I got nothing accomplished last night all though I think there's less and less of a possibility everytime I ( Read more... )

Well there are just a few hours left in this year... I can't wait until next year, maybe I'll be able to start it off right and try my hardest at everything instead of slacking off. Well hopefully I'll be at Pat's house tonight for the new year, that should be fun. Hopefully someone will be there? I guess we'll see.

Ahh, fantastic... My favorite day. I need a car

Everytime your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
It’s hard to wipe your tears away
Knowing that you should be with me
Now tell me why
Why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you

So of course the day started with report cards coming.. yippee. Then that was followed with my dad's traditional threat to take me out of school. Well I've been thinking about this and maybe I would do as well as they wanted me to do in school if they stopped treating me like a two year old with every five seconds walking into the room and asking ( Read more... )

If you don't get your christmas present blame my parents, because all they know how to do is lie, and we'll see the next time I do either of them a favor. Oh and by the way I like how some people randomly ignore you to no end unless you're the one that starts the conversation, and then they say that I hate them?

Me give up?... No definatly not me