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Feb 13, 2007 05:51

I don't know if it's the chocolate overload, that tomorrow's Valentine's day, or if it's the sappy Korean music in the background, but I miss home and my friends and family like crazy. And I don't mean in an "ohmygod I need to get off this island and away from the staring and being forced to eat fish eyes" kind of way. Nor is it an "I'm going to ( Read more... )

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triforcekt February 13 2007, 23:29:09 UTC
I honestly can't wait to get back to the states and resume the rest of my life, uncertain but MINE, with those who help me color my world.

I know so much how you feel... with everything you said in this post. But I recontracted. :( I think it's that feeling of finally caring about the future, and being afraid that will disappear if I go back and have to start a disheartening job search. Does that scare you at all?

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acutevenus February 15 2007, 08:09:11 UTC
But I recontracted. :(

Sad face? I saw some of your reasoning for staying and it seems like there will be a ton of benefits to staying another year. Your life back home will still be there waiting for you in 08. :)

I think it's that feeling of finally caring about the future, and being afraid that will disappear if I go back and have to start a disheartening job search. Does that scare you at all?

Yeah, I’m definitely worried about trying to figure out what I’m going to do with myself. And if I end up going back and sitting on my ass for a year I’ll be more than frustrated with myself. But the thing that really scares me is just the thought of going back to the states and settling back into the same routine that I was used to. I don’t know if you feel this too, but it’s amazing being in a completely different country with completely different people. It’s kinda like going to college but much more hardcore, y’know? I feel like we get a chance to explore so much deeper into ourselves ‘cause we don’t do things just because “ ( ... )

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