well basicly. seth jones connfusses me. i keep telling myself he is just my friend but then i get all depressed when he get a gf. wtf i hate him. i need to find myself a guy. i decided to start going to church again! Megan is going with me :] im gonna pick her up every sunday! so yeah it'll be good for me!

once upon a time my best friend and me went to the same school
we were both little both agreed on the "do's" and "don't's" of life
now she went to a new school but when i am with her she is her
old normal self and now sadly this is again happening with someone 
whom i consider my "bestestestestest" friend and i just dont agree 
with her choises and i ( Read more... )

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh well basicly my mom told me that i am the worst child she has wahooo. wtf thanks mom make me feel good. then the boy i likeeeeee doesnt even understand. finally i realize it will never work. DEPRESSING. so just texting him is makeing me depressed. cuz i know ill never get to fall in love with him. never. so why ( Read more... )

so i basicly want to cry right now but i just cannot find a good enough reason too.... soo i wont. for one i am burnnedd out from sports. i fricken dont want to do them anymore. basketball i have to do because my mom already paid for it... volleyball i feel forced to do b/c i was a captain... melissa is just... idk if she is mad at me or what. and ( Read more... )

I realized that i have a reason to live today,,,, just about a minute ago in fact haha its great. :]]]]]]]]]]] I loveee lifeee

so basicly this weekend was.... key word there... was good and now it is just plian crapy i flipping hate my family go flipping die in heck i hate you all i feel so unloved around them i just want to run away and live with the people that love me... mel or brookeann or alex or olivia i mean seriously my family doesnt go to flipping church they dont ( Read more... )

so basicly it started on friday... mel came over after work and spring fling and we ate food and i watched grey's anatomy. ath this point i am exstatic for the next day cuz finally i get to see SETH!! So we wake up and get ready and leave at like 10:30 and we go to the bank to get money and then targett to get sunglasses that we dont get.. anyways ( Read more... )

Welll Lets start with friday. Friday was fine. i have vball hitting clinic and i feel like i got a lot out of it. :]] Sat morning. i was dead sore and i got to go play vball too weee. not. so i did pretty well with the hittng and serving and passing in the first game..... but then.... wellll haha uhhh i got really tired by our last game we had NO ( Read more... )

girls rock your boyz get wild wild wild. im tired my day was good i txt seth a bunch again :] if alexis cannot go to the tourny i will get to hang out with mel and seth :]] im excited. so hopefully we can hang out. i like him so much and i wish he knew. but hey w/e i can live just being his friend for now. especially cuz we live so far apart. well ( Read more... )

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