TO: ADA Brian Peluso FROM: Det. Megan Wheeler SUBJ: re:Idea
You know I want us, too. I want longer, too. But what about the next time one of us pulls away? Is it going to be this back and forth constantly? I can't take that. I don't like this roller coaster of emotions. I don't like every logical reason in my head telling me to let it go, but my gut refusing it.
To: Detectuve Megan Wheeler From: ADA Peluso Subject: Re:Re:Idea
You told me last week that you weren't sure that I wanted, but I am now. I can't tell you that this will be smooth and I can't tell you that we will have a happy ending. I wish I could. I wish I could take away your fears. Let's just give this one more chance, okay? If we're still fumbling by Thanksgiving we can call it quits and I'll take Potter to New Orleans. Just one more month, please?
TO: ADA Brian Peluso FROM: Det. Megan Wheeler SUBJ: re:re:re: Idea
Brian,
I'm sorry I wasn't too coherent on the phone last night. I've been doing a lot of thinking and such while I've been here, it's kinda put me in a weird mood.
You're right, though. You can't promise me anything. We haven't found the right grove yet in this relationship, and while I do want to keep trying, I don't think now is the right time. I've become the kind of person lately that I don't want to be. I don't blame that on you. I don't blame anything on you. You're amazing.
You don't have to wait for me, but..don't give up on me. Just remember what we said that day during The Jungle Book...when things were right. That's how it still is, and how it will be.
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FROM: Det. Megan Wheeler
SUBJ: re:Idea
You know I want us, too. I want longer, too. But what about the next time one of us pulls away? Is it going to be this back and forth constantly? I can't take that. I don't like this roller coaster of emotions. I don't like every logical reason in my head telling me to let it go, but my gut refusing it.
Just...let me think, okay?
~Meg
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From: ADA Peluso
Subject: Re:Re:Idea
You told me last week that you weren't sure that I wanted, but I am now. I can't tell you that this will be smooth and I can't tell you that we will have a happy ending. I wish I could. I wish I could take away your fears. Let's just give this one more chance, okay? If we're still fumbling by Thanksgiving we can call it quits and I'll take Potter to New Orleans. Just one more month, please?
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FROM: Det. Megan Wheeler
SUBJ: re:re:re: Idea
Brian,
I'm sorry I wasn't too coherent on the phone last night. I've been doing a lot of thinking and such while I've been here, it's kinda put me in a weird mood.
You're right, though. You can't promise me anything. We haven't found the right grove yet in this relationship, and while I do want to keep trying, I don't think now is the right time. I've become the kind of person lately that I don't want to be. I don't blame that on you. I don't blame anything on you. You're amazing.
You don't have to wait for me, but..don't give up on me. Just remember what we said that day during The Jungle Book...when things were right. That's how it still is, and how it will be.
I do care for you.
~Meg
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