I am Jill's pending future

[adalanta]

Last day of finals happened to be this day, that's exciting - in the way that's almost a little regretful. I should have done better this semester. That psyche exam laughed at my feeble attempts

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[annick_jean]

Whenever you break social norms, people will misinterpret them according to what they want to believe. In my experience with being "nice" to the social outcasts, they tend to interpret kindness as flirting. Being a dyke helps a bit, but like I said, people believe what they want. Fuck, I've had so many marriage proposals that I can't count. Men in particular are abysmal at reading people because they've been raised to conquer, not to pay attention. Still, even after I tossed aside my Pentacostalism, I went buddhist and try to be nice to people simply because they need it. Sure, it gets misinterpreted, but I consider it part of their own growing process (and I don't try to convert them.) That was the thing that bothered me the most about evangelical Christianity, and still does. I suspect that Jonathan is crushed, but he'll get over it and hopefully learn. I don't know if you're comfortable still being nice to him, and hopefully he's not dangerous.

And medicine for yourself isn't entirely a bad thing.

(kisses)
Annick.

[adalanta]

The whole situation just kind of deflated me a bit. I really realized how arrogant I had been in highschool, to continue thinking that I was doing a 'good deed, in the name of god,' when in actualiaty I had been leading some poor guy along - with the hope that some one in a school full of shallow people liked him, and then he realizes I was just as shallow only a bit better at concealing it. :/ Kind of a gut check really. His actions freaked me out more than anything, no one's really invaded my personal bubble before, i'm a pretty affectionate person but that made me urk. So when are you going to show me a picture of this new girlfriend?

;)