so much hatred and disgust and murder of an inside soul... i cannot stand it any longer...

i just want to die.
it's wretched.
wanting to die, i mean.

i wouldn't wish it on anyone.

ever.

So I'm signed up to go to dicipleship training in january. yeah. okay.
Tony's crazy. he said we'll have the 'Three G's' there; guys, games, and God, in no particular order. lol. he's crazy...
but i heart him.

so much for now. read the 'free space' for more info on moi.
lata home nuggets.

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Dancing bears ( Read more... )

i heard this song that's stuck in my head. 'temptation' by shei atkins. but since she's a relatively new soul artist, there are absolutely no lyrics of hers on the net. it's driviing me batty. seriously. grrr ( Read more... )

Ah well, so much for my weekend! It's been beautiful, with exception of the minor inconvienience of yesterday's brutal tongue lashing ( Read more... )

i just realized how much i hate it when i get fussed at because of something someone else does. what's so horrible about it is that i then proceed to feel like it really is my fault, after which i then go crawl away into my brightly painted room full of records and blankets and pillows and christmas lights and cry my heart out like i've actually ( Read more... )

such fun ( Read more... )

more free space for rent:

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=adalayalily

When the night ( Read more... )