Last night was pretty fun. I talked to Kip and found out that we're both in the same city. We hadn't seen each other in..ages. Long time. Very long time. I saw him and I couldn't believe how much some one could change for the better atleast physcially in a month's time. He looked quite good, except for the fact that his skin was a little pasty from ( Read more... )

I know I know..It's been forever and a day since I updated. Some of you may have even started to think I was dead. Well, a lot is new. I think Apolo left LJ. Well, I'm here, in New York, with Lilly my daughter. Michelle came to visit awhile ago. She's so cute with Lilly! Lilly loves her too. They played together a lot. Shelly played the role of ( Read more... )

I'm sorry I haven't updated in a long while. I've been busy and ill. Apolo and I broke up. I think this time it's final..I just have to get the divorce papers done and we'll both be fine. How it happened is odd ( Read more... )

You know what? Being in a car for a long time actually can feel good...after a while. Both Reags and I needed a vacation..to a disclosed place where no-one knew where we were. Well, almost no one.For the car ride I basically leaned on her shoulder the whole time. I would make a real good update but, its' not happening.

bye people

Not to be considered a total selfish asshole but..can certain people stop guilt tripping? You know damn well who you are. Why the hell are you so mad? I didn't do this to you. I certainly don't need or appreciate the extra complimentary guilt trip along with what I'm trying to do. I guess I can't even call you best friends any more can I, really? ( Read more... )

I'm standing here in the unmerciful rain, thinking. Don't know why on a downtown sidewalk in the rain in Colorado Springs is my destination to ponder. I can't undo the horrible things I said to Apolo, and..I said them in his own house ( Read more... )

Sorry to everyone who I have talked to for seeming everywhich way. Apolo..come back to me! *falls helplessly into your arms ( Read more... )

ok..happy new year. A lot has happened this year. this year I have met the love of my life, met who carried my child and is also one of my best friends, hurt people, and made up with certain people ( Read more... )

A lot has happened since I last updated. I need to update so I do not get kicked off of Livejournal ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving was nice. I finally got a chance to see my daughter, Lilly. I loved it. I'm....not too sure Apolo did, though. He seemed uncomfortable around the family. Maybe it's ony because it wasn't my family. Maybe it's because all my time was spent with Lilly. I hope he likes her. Anway, onto bigger issues. I'm sorry for scaring you guys last ( Read more... )