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private; adamantined February 28 2009, 05:09:41 UTC
Would you say I was crazy if I told you that I let one of them chew on me a little?

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private; alittlecredit February 28 2009, 07:45:13 UTC
I actually meant that literally. Like, it really feels that way for me.

No, it's like-- I just feel like I'm whispering behind her back, but it doesn't matter. Every time she uses her ability, she feels a little less human. That's all.

I used to think I was evil. That God put me here to destroy everything as a punishment. But then people like me found me, and they learned me better. After that it was easier to control. Don't get nervous. If you get nervous, turn it into anger. It worked.

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private; adamantined February 28 2009, 07:53:46 UTC
It sounds like drowning.

I get that, which - you don't have to tell me more than that, but that's something I can relate to, at least. Somehow. I don't know.

I knew a man once. He could erase memories. He told me that what he could do, what I can do, what we can all do, that was God, and that we should respect it accordingly.

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private; alittlecredit February 28 2009, 08:02:20 UTC
Pretty much.

I wish I could relate to it. 'Cause then she might be, you know, still speaking to my ass.

Used to think I could solve all my problems with a show of force. Maybe that's why God took everything away from me.

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private; adamantined February 28 2009, 08:10:21 UTC
You don't want to. Believe me, there are other ways of relating to someone. But you're a nice guy. I'm sure that there's something you could say or do to make up for whatever it is you might or might not have done. And sometimes girls can be weird so I wouldn't beat yourself up too much over it.

If it makes you feel better, I think God is either not listening or has pretty much just lost all interest in humanity at all. I'm never going to see if he's real or not anyway. Or maybe he made a bet with himself and now he's just laughing.

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private; alittlecredit February 28 2009, 08:16:42 UTC
Maybe. If we ever get back home. If not, hey, not the first time we haven't spoken in years.

That doesn't actually make me feel any better, Claire, because I feel the same way. But do you know what would make me feel better? Tin roof sundaes. Those would make me feel better.

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private; adamantined February 28 2009, 08:18:52 UTC
What's a tin roof sundae?

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private; alittlecredit February 28 2009, 08:22:12 UTC
You're weird.

It's a hot fudge sundae with salted Spanish peanuts and marshmallows.

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private; adamantined February 28 2009, 08:23:16 UTC
I'm sorry that my ice cream experience is so lacking. You're weird, Shark Boy.

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private; alittlecredit February 28 2009, 08:28:23 UTC
Whatever you say, Tex.

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private; adamantined February 28 2009, 08:32:46 UTC
Jerk.

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private; alittlecredit February 28 2009, 08:36:53 UTC
I don't have to take this kind of cruel verbal abuse.

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private; adamantined February 28 2009, 08:39:57 UTC
I guess you'll just have to miss out on cookies then.

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private; alittlecredit February 28 2009, 08:43:07 UTC
But I like cookies. I'll waste away without cookies. Can't you tell?

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private; adamantined February 28 2009, 08:44:35 UTC
I remain unconvinced.

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private; alittlecredit February 28 2009, 08:48:44 UTC
How can I convince you?

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