A night without my demon ( Read more... )

The demon has me all the time
I think in painful surges
        the center of my mind eats itself smaller
          pounds and pounds and pulls itself into random nothings
            the mind just begs for more and more and more

The demon has me all the time now
It's breath is hot on my neck
      the balance of my hand will fade
        the tastes of ( Read more... )

not sure how much longer i can go on like this....

just not wanting to be a bummer.

does this end?

when is a good time to come out the world, full force and full focus, on what you know to be the largest problem in your life?

sometimes a thing gets too big to be dealt with, so it just keeps getting swept under over-sized rugs. until suddenly, there are no more rugs to hide under.

so much life. so much time. never enough of either.

adam

LJ is turning 10 I guess.

So here's my first post, although this is only from 2002.

http://adambgoofy.livejournal.com/2002/10/19/

Yesterday was beautiful, but today makes yesterday look like the wheathe in a London crime novel. The sun just seems to arch out over everything, and I'm trying to hold onto the word "paycheck" as I stare out the window that I and four other cubicle-monkey's share. It's here and now where I just want to watch another movie that tells us that we ( Read more... )

lord help me live long enough to not understand my grandchild's technology

at the airport. i'll be in ohio this week, so give me a call if you wanna hang out.

being at the airport makes me think of this bit here...

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it's getting pretty bad at work. no other options, nothing left out there. gotta grind it out.

come-on recession, let's start swinging in the other direction. ANY day now, really.

A mild irriation ( Read more... )