...grr...where do i begin...i have such a load on my back...i dont want you to get angery...or let you down...i dont have enough pacience to do this...maybe you do but i dont...all i want to do is lay down and talk...not type...

...im trying...

...well i guess i have to start doin this everyday lol...but ne ways i guess i have stff to say... first off i got a job at k rogers lol aka Kroger, im uber excited cuz then i havbe moneys to buy stuff for me and my hubby matty boom batty, for our apartment... plus if i get a job my rents will pay for my trip to cali to see matt..wich is estimated ( Read more... )

i love my mattyyy i love him sooooo much and i love him and ...ummm... i love him more than he loves me so ha ha ha and oh ya im saying this while im typing it so your goin to hear it again.....i miss you so much baby you have no idea... i love you more than anything you could imagine.... i promise to make up for every thing i do, i will spend my ( Read more... )

im talking to my husband...aka my boyfriend...i love sara and even more so, Aidan. hah he wishes. mbmnbmnbSara is my partnzer uin crime. Aidan is a hot trannyfag that needs lovin... post below.2.145frgh215135145614231321548645645641
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ANyways, This is sarab tuning out. I love my Matt and Adam!!!

Found this on a friends away message.... This discribes me matty so much it made me cry when i read it....everything it says is true and i found that all in my husband....."Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just ( Read more... )

Im over it... hes right its in the past, and i love my matty, and NOTHING nore NOONE will EVER change that. Karma comes back to bite you in the ass dont it... but thank you ne ways for what you did... cuz then i would not have my soul mate! I love you matty...oh and one more thing fate will keep us togather... cuz im not letting him go

WHAT WOULD YOU DO iF ( Read more... )

Im glad things are back to normal... well almost that it... i love my matty! I need to turn in my app. to krogers cuz my moms a douche head and wont take me..errg... hmm o well... ill haver to bug her till she does.. Matty my sister loves you i know she does and you made me cry today wit the stuff you ssaid to her :) i love you so much! I cant wait ( Read more... )

just the thought of it makes my stomach turn...

Alot has happend in a weeks time... matt is mad at me for not posting so i was thinking that i should post lol i love you baby... Soooo Im so afraid of losing my baby its makin me sick lol I miss matt so much that it hurts (litterally) inside. I love him so much and i would never ever do nething to daliberatly hurt him... and i know he got the ( Read more... )