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Re: Smallville
Every single night, the same arrangement.
I go out and fight the fight.
Still I always feel the strange estrangement.
Nothing here is real, nothing here is right.
I've been making shows of trading blows,
Just hoping no one knows
That I've been going through the motions,
Walking through the part.
Nothing seems to penetrate my heart.
Smallville hadn't just worn thin; it wore 20kg/195cm anorexic.
Re: Some of my friends in the SV fandom:
I've got a theory,
It doesn't matter.
What can't we face if we're together?
What's in this place that we can't weather?
Apocalypse?
We've all been there.
The same old trips.
Why should we care?
Re: Moving from SV to DC:
I lived my life in shadow,
Never the sun on my face
It didn't seem so sad, though
I figured that was my place
Now I'm bathed in light
Something just isn't right
I saw a world enchanted,
Spirits and charms in the air ...
Re: My first time disconnecting from a fandom
I've read this tale.
There's wedding then betrayal.
I know there'll come the day
I'll want to run and hide.
And to quote Spike from a different ep, "This kind of thing never happened to me before".
Another line or two that remind me of fandom:
Why'd you run away?
Don't you like my... style?
Why don't you come and play?
I guarantee a great big smile.
So you're like a good demon?
Bringing the fun in?
Uh, NO.
Although this is more DC:
All these melodies, they go on too long
Then that energy starts to come on way too strong
All those hearts lay open- that must sting
Plus some customers just die combusting
That's the penalty when life is but a song.
Now we're partying. That's what it's all about.
More SV:
Wish I could trust that it was just this once
But I must do what I must.
I can't adjust to this disgust
We're done
And even more:
I touch the fire and it freezes me
I look into it and it's black
Why can't I feel?
My skin should crack and peel
I want the fire back
So one by one they turn from me.
I guess my friends can't face the cold.
But why I froze, not one among them knows
And never can be told.
These endless days
Are finally ending in a blaze.
And we are caught in the fire
The point of no return
So we will walk through the fire
And let it...
Burn
In conclusion:
Let me rest in peace
Let me get some sleep