I went looking for Bloodaxe. Ran into him at his secret hiding spot. He said he was looking for me as well. We flew to Everlook and went a bit further away into the forests and talked for a bit.

He said I should go. And I couldn't agree more. Said he couldn't protect me anymore and that I need to lay low before more things go wrong. And he's ( Read more... )

Entirely too many things to juggle at the moment. Dae's construction is going as planned and we took a test run at the Kodo last night while I was on pins and needles with anxiety. He spent a large deal of time sitting right behind Bloodaxe who I managed to say good evening to and nothing else.

Talk about Theramore was rampant, as was expected. ( Read more... )

I went to speak with Pook last night.  Bloodaxe was there, but left shortly.  Gari left with him.  Silly puffball always did take well to Bloodaxe.  Probably hoping everything will smooth over.

Evidently Bloodaxe thought I was acting smug.  I can't imagine where he got the idea.  I wanted to get it over with and I was angry that he'd pushed me that ( Read more... )

Continuing to work on Dae.  It's only a matter of time before I have everything in place.  He continues to be a comfort, a source of companionship, an escape.  And a growing necessity for my continued survival.  I'm not sure what it is now that keeps me from stepping out of the house and not braining the first dull face I see.  This place is so - ( Read more... )

Bloodaxe came to me yesterday. Talked to me about Pook and explained something that required no explaining. Of all the people to talk about coping mechanisms to, he thinks I need to be told about them? He thinks I don't know what she's doing?

Spending time with Dae has turned into more an escape than anything unsettling. He sensed my anger ( Read more... )

We're leaving soon to continue on our journey. We went to Silvermoon and got into Sen's vault. There were so many things there, waiting inside. Files, briefcases, strange violins and other modified instruments. Several pairs of goggles. Far instructed me to grab certain things and said if there was anything else I wanted to take, that I could ( Read more... )

Spoke to Bloodaxe the other night.  Was high as hell when he found me the first time and I can't remember a lot of what was said but there was crying and frustration and finally some moving on I think.  Finally some closure and relief.  And I think I fell asleep he kept petting my hair like a weirdo

Can hardly think straight.  The axe is ready, just ( Read more... )

You stop this right now Arhena. No more of this feeling business. No more of this thinking there's anything left of him in that eye. There is only a runeblade.

One that can apparently draw me into himself for tea time whenever he wants.

This isn't a game we're playing. Dae expects me to be the humanity to his killing machine. Not something weak ( Read more... )

Writing down these thoughts while I'm still in my right mind.  Going back into the fray in a few minutes.

Met up with the lot of them in Ratchet, like the letter stated.  Spoke briefly to Pook before the rest of them got there.  I figured since there was a priest involved there would be holy magic involved as well, so I was prepared to face that.   ( Read more... )

It's asked me to call it Dae, rather than Abomination.  I'm not sure where the new name came from.  Once I'd returned home from the Kodo, I spoke with it and it extended an invitation to view its 'museum'.  The fool that I am, I allowed Dae to drag me into its mindscape and - found myself fascinated and repulsed at the same time.  He says he feels ( Read more... )