I love vacations. I seriously could live here. I've had so many wierd dreams latley. Sort of butterfly effectish, like I can figure out I'm dreaming really easily and I talk to my dreams about being dreams, and how moments I share with them are only real to me even though they seem so real all together. Then I'll wake up and I'll be like no i have ( Read more... )

It seems like every moment I ever lived, every thing I ever loved, everything that I ever cherished, all fell apart days of each other. It was the hardest moments I ever lived. There are no words to describe the pain that I felt. Nothing ever hurt so bad...but the bombardment of my world has ceased. As I stand in the shards of my destroyed life, ( Read more... )

I give it back.

As the sun touches the vast kingdom of the clouds ( Read more... )

4 big boxes, 1 small box, 2 cylanders, 2 guitars, a parking meater piggy bank, an amp packed with as much as it possibly can hold, a back pack full of stuff I porbly shouldnt bring, a t.v., a xbox, 2 floor standing speakers, a desk, a bed, a stickered up night stand, 2 dee-tanacious posters, 1 ranch poster, and Anais's painting ( Read more... )

So as I pack my room into boxes as I prepare for bigger things, I come across so much that slipped into memory. First, I found a really really bent blow dart, with no end. I found a ticket stub from a night that used to mean something, but its trash now. I found a care bears pin I jacked from Jess. I found a batman pin I jacked from Marci. I found ( Read more... )

So I have 10 days...10 days to come up with a solution. Right now my only options are I can live in laguna beach, or live on camel back mountain...unless I find a roomate...

Fuck my life and fuck my family.

Alright...What can I say...I guess I can relate life so much better to a movie, or a story...basically the exposition is beyond set...the intro is over, rising action has been there is gone...now finally at the climax life is great...falling action...2 months and I'm homeless and orphaned...A boy with no home and no family ( Read more... )

Some times in the heat of the moment you say things you really dont mean.