I've decided to get a car...
Anyone have any suggestions?
I have no idea what's going on anymore. I didn't get drunk last night. That was a first in a while. Normally, these days I either sleep or pass out without really thinking about it. I guess I've been kind of depressed since moving here. Well, it started before that. Anyway. The other night was amazing. I felt, for a little at least, that somebody cared about me. Now it was mostly just me being drunk and letting things get exagerated, but he slept in my bed. His body was so warm and I think it would be okay if it happened again. I'm really starting to think it would be okay. I hadn't wanted people to know, but maybe if they did it wouldn't be the end of the world. Anyway, then he made me breakfast. And he was really sweet when I went to the cafe. Or at least, he told me he liked me. And he kissed me. I think Tatsuha might have multiple personalities though. I like him anyway, and I'm not gonna give up now. Getting to know that waiter is now my goal.
I have no idea what's going on anymore. I didn't get drunk last night. That was a first in a while. Normally, these days I either sleep or pass out without really thinking about it. I guess I've been kind of depressed since moving here. Well, it started before that. Anyway. The other night was amazing. I felt, for a little at least, that somebody cared about me. Now it was mostly just me being drunk and letting things get exagerated, but he slept in my bed. His body was so warm and I think it would be okay if it happened again. I'm really starting to think it would be okay. I hadn't wanted people to know, but maybe if they did it wouldn't be the end of the world. Anyway, then he made me breakfast. And he was really sweet when I went to the cafe. Or at least, he told me he liked me. And he kissed me. I think Tatsuha might have multiple personalities though. I like him anyway, and I'm not gonna give up now. Getting to know that waiter is now my goal.