The Future Would Be So Less Scary If Divinination Was Real
So im putting this rant under a cut since im such a big baby and nobody wants to hear my complain about my insecureties about the future!
So bassically i have 11 months until i graduate from highschool. normally id be jumping of the fucking wall with excitment. but then i watched legally blonde. yeah normally i loooooove this movie. but then i actually looked at elle woods. i realized that she was fucking insane. she wasted her life partying and having fun and sleeping with her boyfriend.
so basically i have no FUCKING idea what i want to do with my life. like seriously its a little crazy. like even when i was five i had no idea what i wanted to be. like everyone was i wanna be fireman or policeofficer or a fucking princes! but me no i was like i dont know. and im still that way. i change my mind between about 3 things allllll the time. and they are 1) BAU Profiler 2)Musical Theatre/Dance 3) Cake Artist
So a profiler is somene who works for the Behavrioul Analysis Unit of the FBI. this basically means that i "study" criminals. if you ever seen the show Criminal Minds thats what being a profiler is. If you havent go watch it! so basically you create a profile of criminal by their crime scene and theyre victims. its really complicated and its frickin cool and it would be so awesome to save someone life like that!
and then theyres the musical theatre/dance part of me. its like when im dancing i can say something so incredibly profound and moving tht i could never say with words. the wa a dancers body moves and the music and the moves and the outfit are just th most beautiful thing to me. even when the little kids do dances its like how can you not think thts beautiful? and then when im acting its like i become someone else. im not the little gay kid whos stuck at a catholic school in kansas im a rich arisocrat whos made some wrong choices about hes raised his family. and i just love that feeling. and then theirs singing....which i suck at but anyways i love it its just so moving and uderly breathtaking.
then theirs the cake aarist side of me. like seriously who wouldnt want this job? if youve ever watched ace of cakes or a challenge on the food network it probably had something to do with cake. it amazing and beautiful. not quite as moving as dance or anything but still eye catching and pretty. and dudes its a 9 billion dollar buisness. plus brides bay HUGE bucks for wedding cakes. so tons of money with my love of baking what could go wrong?
so thats it i have no clue what to do with my future.......NONE!
So bassically i have 11 months until i graduate from highschool. normally id be jumping of the fucking wall with excitment. but then i watched legally blonde. yeah normally i loooooove this movie. but then i actually looked at elle woods. i realized that she was fucking insane. she wasted her life partying and having fun and sleeping with her boyfriend.
so basically i have no FUCKING idea what i want to do with my life. like seriously its a little crazy. like even when i was five i had no idea what i wanted to be. like everyone was i wanna be fireman or policeofficer or a fucking princes! but me no i was like i dont know. and im still that way. i change my mind between about 3 things allllll the time. and they are 1) BAU Profiler 2)Musical Theatre/Dance 3) Cake Artist
So a profiler is somene who works for the Behavrioul Analysis Unit of the FBI. this basically means that i "study" criminals. if you ever seen the show Criminal Minds thats what being a profiler is. If you havent go watch it! so basically you create a profile of criminal by their crime scene and theyre victims. its really complicated and its frickin cool and it would be so awesome to save someone life like that!
and then theyres the musical theatre/dance part of me. its like when im dancing i can say something so incredibly profound and moving tht i could never say with words. the wa a dancers body moves and the music and the moves and the outfit are just th most beautiful thing to me. even when the little kids do dances its like how can you not think thts beautiful? and then when im acting its like i become someone else. im not the little gay kid whos stuck at a catholic school in kansas im a rich arisocrat whos made some wrong choices about hes raised his family. and i just love that feeling. and then theirs singing....which i suck at but anyways i love it its just so moving and uderly breathtaking.
then theirs the cake aarist side of me. like seriously who wouldnt want this job? if youve ever watched ace of cakes or a challenge on the food network it probably had something to do with cake. it amazing and beautiful. not quite as moving as dance or anything but still eye catching and pretty. and dudes its a 9 billion dollar buisness. plus brides bay HUGE bucks for wedding cakes. so tons of money with my love of baking what could go wrong?
so thats it i have no clue what to do with my future.......NONE!