Dec 31, 2005 15:40
- 10,000 yards this morning
- it was lovely. i felt amazing
- exhausted as hell now though
- i'm pretty sure i know what i want to do, it's whether or not i'll follow through with it.
- right now i can't imagine how i swam any other way
- i need an opinion from someone completely outside of this entire situation
- thing is i don't really know anyone that i can talk to about it
- 2005 was probably one of the weirdest years yet.
- one of the worst years i've ever had
- but yet still one of my best
- i stayed really focused on what i wanted this year
- it hurt me both mentally and physically
- but i ended up getting it
- and i guess it was worth it?
- well whatever i can't change what i did now
- happy new years