A/N : READ THIS! I’m fast :D So… You’ll have to
probably wait for the next part because right now I don’t have too much time
but I’ll be probably writing at school too so I can update faster :D And I’ll
tell you a secret : next part’s suppose to be a smut! :D Well, it’ll be my
first time writing a smut in English so it’ll take some time because I don’t
want it to be a fail >.<
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Siwon
got out of the car and brushed away a strand of his hair from forehead. He
gently took a paper bag with red wine in it from back seat and locked the car.
He fixed his camera hanging from his shoulder and moved toward the apartment.
In the morning the sun was shining but now it was more cloudy. It took Siwon a
little while before he could open the front door of the tall building of
apartment complex with everything in his hands. He blessed mentally the person
who invented the elevator.
He
didn’t even bother to find his keys. He knocked at the door with his foot,
trying not to drop the wine and his equipment. Five seconds later the door
opened revealing smiling Han Geng with an apron on.
This
sight made Siwon warm inside. It felt so domestic and familiar. He smiled to
his lover, showing his dimples which he knew Han Geng adored, and came in.
“So how was your photo shoot?”
“Okay, I guess. The model who I
worked with was really annoying though. She wanted us to treat her like a
princess. I don’t know where Heechul finds them” he answered and watched as Han
Geng made his way to the cooker.
“And of course she was swooning over
you all the time?” Chinese man asked ironically.
“Of course” Siwon flashed him sly
grin and stepped to him close, hugging Han Geng from behind. “Like the way you
did it on Zhou Mi’s party for the first time” he whispered into his ear.
Han
Geng shivered slightly and just elbowed Siwon in his stomach. The latter pouted
but kissed him on the spot behind his ear and hummed.
“What’s for dinner?” he asked after
a while.
“Spicy chicken with rice” Han Geng
answered and peeked at the bag Siwon left on the kitchen counter. “What’s
that?”
“A wine of course” Siwon stepped
back and started looking for a corkscrew.
And
as if Han Geng could read his mind, he told him, without even looking :
“It’s in that drawer beside the
fridge”
Siwon
smiled to himself and following older’s directions he found it.
“You’re ready with the dinner?”
“Yeah. Take some glasses and we can
eat.”
***
They
sat at the table, talking and laughing at each other stories, enjoying their
time together. It was half past three when they started cleaning up the dishes,
splashing water around them when Siwon decided it was time to play like little
children. Their cheerful laugh filled the kitchen and when they plopped into
the couch they were still breathless.
“So… you’re not angry with me?”
Siwon suddenly asked.
Han
Geng, who was leaning his back at him, frowned.
“Why should I?”
Siwon
sighed.
“I know you, Geng. I didn’t wake you
up…”
“Don’t be silly” Chinese man
interrupted him, turning around to face his lover. “It’s not something I should
be angry for”
Siwon
looked at him, not convinced. Han Geng groaned.
“Well, okay… I thought about
punishing you… but only for a while!” he admitted, his face heating up at the
memory of this morning.
Younger
man’s face lit up with some emotion and so he slipped his arms around Han
Geng’s waist and brought his face close to his.
“So what kind of a punishment you
came up with?” he murmured the question against his lips.
Han
Geng felt shivers for the second time that day and he decided that he could play
with Siwon if the latter wanted it that much. He grasped fistful of younger’s
shirt and brought him a little bit closer to him.
“I had been wearing your shirt all
morning and was thinking about sending you a photo of mine. I thought you would
appreciate it as a photographer” he grinned slyly, looking into his dark orbs.
He saw them lighting up at the mention about the shirt.
“I can’t quite imagine it. You think
you could show me?” Siwon’s fingers dig into his hipbone and his hair, his
breath hot and uneven against Han Geng’s lips.
“I think we could arrange
something…” Han Geng was just about to lean into the warmth, just an inch and
their lips could have met, but then the door bell rang loudly making them jolt
in shock.
Siwon
closed his eyes and groaned. He leaned his back against the couch and murmured
something that sounded like “Of course it has to be now… why not?” . Han Geng
laughed at him, stroking his tight with comfort and stood up to get the door.
He could still hear unpleased Siwon in the hallway which was quite amusing. But
when he opened the door his smile dropped immediately.
There
she was. His little own hell on the earth.
Siwon’s
mother.
It
was quite funny at the beginning - watching her face covered with some shock -
it made Han Geng somehow content. But then her expression changed into pure
disgust. Suddenly he could feel his heart in his throat. They were just
standing there, neither of them said anything, they were just staring at each
other - one with contempt, the other one with anxiety.
He
didn’t know why and when Siwon came to his side. Maybe this silence drew him
there, he didn’t know and didn’t care. Han Geng couldn’t even move from the
spot he was standing.
“Mother?”
She
didn’t answer. She was still looking at Chinese man, her lips twitching hard.
“What are you doing here?” it came
to them as a surprise, because she was the one who asked this question. And it
was directed to Han Geng.
He
didn’t know what to say so he just shot a pleading look at Siwon who was
standing beside him with his jaw clenched tightly.
Siwon’s
mother came in, letting the door behind her shut.
“We live together” younger male
answered emphasizing word ‘together’.
“You let him stay here?” Han Geng
knew she was mad. He had this doubtful pleasure to meet her few times. “What
will neighbors think…” she spoke the last sentence rather to herself but
they’ve heard it just right.
“Like I care what they think” Siwon
gritted his teeth. “If you want to know the old lady who lives across adores
us. Better tell me what are you here for?”
Han
Geng retrieved some of his strength and stepped back a little to be closer to
Siwon. It didn’t escape her attention.
“We talked with your father and
decided to give you a chance. You could leave this… behind. There’s a doctor who
is willing to see you…”
Right
now Han Geng could feel his guts twisting with insecurity. He grabbed Siwon’s
hand which was curled into a fist. He was shivering with anger.
“When will you get it?” Siwon asked
in a low voice. “I don’t need some fucking psychiatrist pretending like it’s
some kind of disease.”
“I see that this little filthy whore
has got through your veins” Han Geng paled and looked at Siwon who was now not
only mad but furious.
“Get out” he said quietly.
But
it appeared that she was not intending
to leave. She pointed at Han Geng suddenly.
“You. You made him like this. It’s
your fault.”
“Stop it” Siwon was ready to
burst, Han Geng knew it. He himself was too shocked to do something.
“You seduced him and now you’re
using him. I bet he’s paying for everything. You’re happy now, aren’t you? You
have found a reach boy so you could…”
“STOP IT!”
Before
he could register, Siwon swung the door open and with heavy breath he hissed.
“Get out of our live”
And
so she did.
***
They
sat silently in the living room on the leather couch. Siwon held him close, Han
Geng’s face was pressed to his neck and a hand was caressing his hair. Chinese
man’s heart was beating madly and so did Siwon’s. Neither of them dared to
speak but when the younger male pressed a long kiss to his forehead, murmuring
something, Han Geng looked at him. His lover’s eyes were filled with pain so he
brought his palm to the latter’s cheek and brushed it gently.
“Are you ok?” he asked.
“I should be the one to ask this”
Siwon smiled weakly.
“I was shocked but… it’s not
something we should be surprised about, right?”
Siwon
just nodded, jaw still clenched tight. Yes, it was not. Siwon’s parents knew
about them. So did Han Geng’s mum. But the difference was like a waterfall. His
parents was so strongly against their relationship that they even disowned him.
They have found out by accident. They were just too careless. Siwon’s mother
caught them kissing in his room when she and his father had returned a bit earlier from the dinner. Then it was
like hell. His parents barely endured his decision about becoming a
photographer - he was supposed to run one of his father’s business. And then
came the news about him being with another man. Chinese man.
How
he wished his parents would react like Han Geng’s mom. They’ve seen each other
only few times but the lady adored him and treated him like her own son. Of
course she was a little disappointed with a thought that she won’t have
probably any grandchildren but she was happy as long as Han Geng was. And so
she became a family to him because his own left him.
Siwon
felt Han Geng’s hug tighten and then he realized that his shirt is slightly
wet. He looked at him and saw his glistening eyes. He was not openly crying,
Han Geng barely ever cried, but the pain was too much for him. For Siwon too.
He
locked his lover in his arms murmuring all the time like a mantra :
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.”
Siwon
kissed his hand, cheek, nose, closed eyelids and finally his dry lips.
He
decided. He’d have to be crazy to let this
man go.
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