One last happy night
Title : One last happy night
Genre : angst
Rating : PG
Paring : SiHan
Author : addictivemonkey
Disclaimer : Only the story
Summary : They love each other but he knows it can't last.
A/N : Okay. My first fic in English ever D: I hope it’s not a fail one. It’s really short. It came to me today, at my English classes. And to warn you : I’m SiHan biased XD Fic might consist grammar errors.
The room was filled with darkness. It was quiet night in Super Junior’s dorm. Everyone was fast asleep, except for the two of them. Hangeng and Siwon were on Hangeng’s bed lying close. Siwon’s arm was circled around Chinese man’s waist and Hangeng’s back was pressed firmly to the latter’s chest. It was the only moment they could be intimate with each other without anyone noticing. That kind of relationship was hard but it was the only way for them to be together.
Hangeng had his eyes closed, counting every heartbeat Siwon’s heart made. He could feel it. It made him warm. It always made him warm. Yet again, Siwon could always calm his mind and heart. This man was giving him courage when he felt homesick. He could talk to him in Chinese and Siwon would understand him.
Siwon’s hand slipped under his shirt and rested on his stomach. Younger’s hand was warm against his skin. Hangeng suddenly felt him shifting and could feel hot breath ghosting close to his ear and cheek.
"Wo ai ni"
Hangeng opened his eyes. Hearing Siwon’s confession his heart skipped a beat. He turned his head to face Siwon. He looked into his eyes - filled with love, care and something that made Hangeng warm all over his body. He knew Siwon loved him. He knew it. And it made him feel wanted.
"I love you too, Shiyuan"
He kissed him gently, like he’d want to give him his soul. The kiss lasted long and was sweet. Hangeng loved kissing Siwon. It was always like he was the only one Siwon ever wanted.
And that made Hangeng feel broken inside.
He must tell him.
Tonight will be the one last happy night with the one he truly loved.
Tomorrow he will tell him that he’s leaving.
Tonight will be the last.