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thank you ivy and kelsey for everything I honestly don't know what I would do without you. thank you for literally being shoulders for me to cry on, I love you both so much <3

thank you kimmy and kasey for everything, even if your constantly singing the 'rape' song in the background, you've always been there and thank you for reminding me <3

i've never cried at school before

but ill heal and you'll know its your fault all of it your fault.

your fucked up priorities
your fucked up facade
you're just fucked up and im fucking done with it.

(why am I always the one getting hurt when all I did was CARE?)

why the fuck am I avoiding his calls? (why am I so afraid?)

its funny.

How 3 FUCKING WEEKS AFTER YOU RUINED EVERYTHING

you've decided to bring it up. and try and make things better!?!

lovely.

thanks.

have a GREAT FUCKING DAY YOU BITCH.

maybe now you'll CRY and see how I FELT.

you look and you wait and you look and wait and look and when you're finally done looking (and give up) it happens  and it's great but you're afraid and then you rethink and the other option which you never considered (that was there all along) just seems better and safer and (not to mention he makes you smile) and even if (he doesn't drive) and ( ( Read more... )

she's shivering. When you last saw her she was sitting in her room, smiling, with this air of a false confidence and you worried when you left she would brake into tears. Well, she did. It's alright though, it has become a daily ritual. But tonight she's confused .. even more confused than normal. Today he mind is misreading the signals her body is ( Read more... )

i'm sick =(, woke up sick.. I think I have food poisoning =(

now I can't go to ITS work day, which really sucks cause I wanted the service hours
=(

My mom says I need to sleep so I can make it to the concert tomorrow..

nightynight

(coke call me!!)

Just got home from the Death Cab for Cutie concert.. was SO FUCKING AWESOME ( Read more... )