Well I held onto my heart instead of letting the last piece of it runaway in the arms of a mad man. I'm so sick of people playing games. Where do people get off doing that? Well I can't let it happen anymore. This is why I have such a hard time going out with other people, this is why I'm so scared of falling in love, getting my heart broken ( Read more... )

you took my breathe away when you wrote the so honest words i long to hear ( Read more... )

Why do we crave, need, always want this thing called love? I am sick of it...it's making my days seem so useless, although I know their not. I was ok for the few months, but ever since I have been working my steps, I seem to have lost the control of that feeling of always being alone. And you know, it's not so much this longing to be in love, it ( Read more... )

well...i have been on this emotional rollercoaster. Finally all the shit that I have written in here, all the emotions that were bottled up are seeping out of me. I hate this emotional phase. Also, I should be happy, the guy I like likes me. So why so down? I went to an Alateen Convention last weekend, it's such an amazing experience, words ( Read more... )

man i'm fucking hyper as fuck!!!! too much rebull ( Read more... )

look at me and tell me what you see! who do u think i am? u think u can just hang out with me when ever you want to, and when i call up, it's a no-go! u think cuz u flake on me, i can just forget it and go on talking to u like nothing happened? well you're fucking wrong! this lady right here, she's not someone u can break so easily. she's ( Read more... )

You know me better than anyone else in this world, but yet you do not know me more than I know myself. So why must you act that way? I love you more than anyone else in this world, but we can not be best friends at the same time. If a best friend has a problem with a character defect, usually you'd be able to tell that friend that it bothers you.. ( Read more... )

Well I feel better today...I talked to him, and he said he did work late... Not like I all the sudden have all this trust in him or anything. I'm really not a hater ( Read more... )

Man, I feel soo fucking bad...Once again I have managed to be a flake on the people that matter...and I got flaked on also ( Read more... )

Passion..compassion..music..romance..sex
Do what you will
For you think you're the best
Touch me, spank me, suck me, lick me, stick me
Use me...abuse me
Leave me torn, empty, broken, lonely.
Do what you will..
For you're are NOT the best!