6 am

[addik4dramatiks]

i haven't slept, i haven't eaten and i've been drinking way too much.

fun night
if by fun you mean horrible and depressing.

I don't like being awake this long w/o talking to you

I make/would make a bad girlfriend.

Comments

[antisocialpoet]

that was silly
i was going to say that if i let you have the time to find yourself and be ready to be in a relationship now then maybe we could make this work later

instead of forcing something now that wont work and ruining anychance of it happening later

(by the way logging off suddenly just sorta proves my point)

[addik4dramatiks]

I can't talk to you right now
im crying too much.

and it's just going to get worse.

[antisocialpoet]

im sorry
i didnt realize i was upsetting you so much

[addik4dramatiks]

of course you were...

everything i've ever said to you was true.
you think i was just being sweet?
I really meant it.

you are amazing and wonderful and I love everything about you
and I was faling for you so much...

i just
idk