really, really fucking scared.
my parents are kicking me out by the end of june. i wanted to go to college. and now i cant, because i cant afford it. how am i suppost to pay for a car and insurance? how am i supposed to pay rent? i make 8 bucks an hour, and i have hardly anything saved up.
so help me out kids, i need information. not hazy stuff, but actual "how much i pay a month for this, this, and this"
i have to start thinking
in other news, been real busy. thursday was carls graduation dance. that was fun. yesterday was the party, it was okay too. i finally got carl drunk. he hugged the toilet and i felt bad.
i have been seeing way to many dead animals recently. the worst was today, walking home from work. a dead kitten in a drain. not even in it, lying on top of it. i screamed and cried. a lot. it was sick. i hate all you people who think its funny to kill. fuck you all.
i was going to post pictures, buut i feel more l;ike throwing up from stress.