Ugh

[addycaissa]

And another week ends badly. Felt like shite, but went to the Cathouse anyway, because it was either be alone and feel like crap or be with other people and feel like crap. WIth lonliness sinking in the latter seemed more palatable, and I guess it was, but I was never gonna last the whole night. Right now I should really just list everything that's

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[diamondafc]

£800 is a hell of a lot of money for someone to have been given a loan of in the first place, well know it wasnt that amount in one but should never have reached anywhere like that and you are right to want it back but only problem is you probably are going to nag and by the sounds of things they wont like this and probably bribe you in other ways to hold you off again.

Just wish you could get that little bit in you and think along the lines any confrontation this time is needed wether that person likes it or not.

Sorry that the position in Livingston isnt going to well as know before it started you were so looking forward to it.

And on the virginity/relationship part dont let your eagerness or rush into thing. As you say about everyone around you having been in a relationship but probably half of them regret most of those relationships also, so if it takes you that little longer to find true happiness i dont see a problem with that.