So i just got off the phone with *him* I wish i didnt have to keep him a secret. I cant wait to go see him. I've been spending all of my spare time working on his valentine present. its gonna be a flip book of photos but its on paper from my diary and on each page it says tales of heart ache and the lines iare smeared like someone was crying on it ( Read more... )

STUPID MOTHER FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM SO FUCKING SICK ONCE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

THIS IS RETARDED AND IM PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THATS ALL FOR NOW GOD DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!

mo fuckas i saw emery tonight and i was excited they put on such an amazing show and im going to see them again in boston on saturday :0 ( Read more... )

Alright so i would like to specify the fact that im in college... ya know where ppl go to grow up maybe... apparently codys talkin shit about me... awsome... not quite sure what he has to say about me but WICKED cool. Considering i havnt even seen him in over a month and i have been civil to him when i could have been and out right bitch the whole ( Read more... )

Not much has happend lately... worth writing about anyways ( Read more... )

"Theres a hall way lined with mirrors where i freaked myself once. Now i know they're me but i want to smash my reflections. So in the mirror I'll look like i feel. Pieces. But if you break a mirror they're just whole little you's in every piece ( Read more... )

I have to work today... it sux... i have to work everyday so what else i new ( Read more... )

Alright so it is now 2005....

2004 was definately a year full of experiences that I'll NEVER  forget.

I...

-Graduated

-Moved away from home

-Met tons of cool people

-Made a new life for myself

-Went through bad relationships... i guess that happens every year though... i wish i could say that i had a good one but i didnt.

-Started college

-Bought ( Read more... )

Im still in NY...

Its going good... just a lot of drama is all but i guess thats what you get when you live in a small town.

My christmas was fun, i ended up gettin in a brawl with some bitch haha :0)

I took lots of pictures the past few days...

take a looky...


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Merry Christmas Everyone!!!!

"So this is christmas..." And i got sweet gifts as always. The only thing that sucked was i spent my morning crying bc Nick left for Georgia again.... GAY! Oh yes and the fact that my father came in my room jumping on my bed at 7:40 this morning when i didnt get home til 3 def. sucked!!!

Not quite sure whats goin ( Read more... )