YEA! OK?!?

[adebrettski]

Feeling a bit worthless this morning

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[kmxpost]

I have a feeling you'll find your niche eventually, dude, and you'll do extremely well in it. What that niche is, time will tell.

[tedificator]

mmm... brussels sprouts.

I know how you feel.

I guess my number 1 goal for the next year is just to be honest to myself and everybody else. Sometimes I lie to myself because I can't handle not meeting my own expectations and my perceived expectations from others. I'm probably secretly hoping that by doing so I'll magically become the perfect student/human, and thereby exceeding all those expectations... but I really just want to do it so that I'm in touch with reality, and adjust my expectations instead.

[adebrettski]

and what if you are honest with yourself and you don't meet your expectations? then must you honestly tell yourself you're a failure?

[tedificator]

I honestly tell myself that I failed, this gives me a chance to learn from the failure. Doesn't seem to be much hope if I can't even be honest with myself, it leaves improvement up to chance and circumstance. Worst case scenario of not being honest, I slip into denial and make one step further into insanity.