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[adelaide129]

i have been agressively beating myself up. but i've made many mistakes in the past week. i find myself lying a lot, which has more to do with my disappointment at my situation and less to do with a wanting to deceive. i'm sleeping two or three hours at a time, rarely dreaming, never eating or showering. i feel like a slug, but i realize that i'm

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[ry789]

I'm sorry you feel that way, I can't say that i haven't felt the same at times, but look at your previous post and see what drives you there. Any failures you have are terrible at the time, but think of how your more capable now to do it better next time. It doesn't take strength, just courage. Realize that there are other worlds all around you and into the country side and out into the ocean. My teeth are bad too, but I started flossing and haven't had a cavity since. brushing afterwards is key.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YryiZX2bhmE&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kC-YRJMAiyA