I don't know if it's because my period, but I'm depressed, quite the opposite from yesterday at the dance, and when I signed onto yahoo my depression deepened at the message I received
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jess i wasn't flirting with him. i never did. like i told you... it just happened. just out of no where he asked me out and then i felt bad cause he thought i was rejecting him and... we havent been going out 4 months... just since... umm.. i dunno ask him he knows. no more than 2 months tho. and u havent been online, how could i tell you? i was scared you'd be mad and i wanted to tell you and i felt guilty about it for so long and i didnt want to hurt you.. but i dont want to hurt matt either its so difficult to try and balance the two. we were talking about it and matt said that it was probably for the best that i told you and im sorry 4 keeping it from you soo long.. i just.. i was just scared of how you'd react. and if i were still keeping it from you now then it would just hurt you even more and i dont think im making sense. im just really sorry jess that i didnt tell you sooner. =( i never wanted to hurt you. im sorry. =(
You people are hella stupid. If everyone did this "dont go out with your friends ex" and your friends with every1 in your schoo who would you go out with. What kind of bullshit is that. If you two broke up get ova it. It shouldn't matta if they do or not. Its not your business what they do anymore more. More so when you break up with him. Thats the one thing i hate about girls. They dont think on reason. Always gotta be on some bullshit. I'm out. Gone........
*blinks* Okay. I don't care that she's going out with my ex. If you actually would read my post, you would see that I didn't care that my other friends went out with my ex. But obviously, you don't require that capacity of intelligence to understand what I wrote. I care that she lied to me. And obviously, you have some problems with the same thing. Well, sorry! But don't vent out on me. Who gave you the write to read *my* journal and then just comment when you obviously didn't read the whole thing just because you have a problem regarding what I wrote. And don't go generalizing people or stereotyzing them. Of course, I used some big words. You might want to get a dictionary to be able to understand what I wrote for your level of thinking. And, to turn your words against you, "get ova it" all the problems you're obviously having.
I haven't been around much lately due to work and I want to say that I am glad that you are back somewhat. But I am sad to hear that you aren't feeling at your best. I agree with you that what she did was wrong. I think that if she was truly your friend then she should have told you immediatly or as soon as she could when she knew how you felt about it. I'm sorry things haven't been going well for you. *hugs*
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