This week is going really slow, most likely because I'm bored as shit at work. I have one maintenance item to work on and half of it I'm still waiting for info on. The other half is done! I had to do our production release on Tues night, I had 7 maintenance items going out, 2 got messed up but I was able to fix them. I've been really tired ( Read more... )

So things are looking up a tad. Work is getting much slower, maybe too slow because I find myself bored a lot. But our project went out successfully last week and we're in the process of closing it out, which I couldn't be happier about. That thing SUCKED and I'm glad it's over. My personal life picked up some - I went out with some friends to ( Read more... )

God, I am so frustrated with my life. Work is just pure hell, I can't stand being there and there's so much to do and never enough time. I need a break now more than ever, and instead they pile more shit on me. Home life isn't much better, I'm not busy, just the complete opposite - I'm bored out of my mind! That's super frustrating too. I ( Read more... )

It's been a while so here I am. There's really not much going on in my life - I've pretty much spent the last month or so trying to get my life back together. I have had horrible periods of extreme loneliness where all I could do was cry. I'm starting to get used to being alone again so that is not as bad as it once was. I made a decision that ( Read more... )

Might as well update. Not much going on other than work. This week we've been asked to put in massive amounts of OT so I've been working at least 10 hours a day. Project needs to be done by Friday but it's not going to be, at least not my stuff. I got my web service working but I can't call the client from the application, don't know why it's ( Read more... )

I'm really getting super irritated at my job. This project is the biggest pain in the ass I've ever had to deal with, and if you ever met my ex-boyfriend, you'd see just how bad it is! We're building off of someone else's code, which normally isn't a problem for me, but the structure these guys have - actually I should say lack of structure - is ( Read more... )

Things have been blah. I haven't been doing much other than work, though this month is probably going to be my busiest - I have one thing planned for each week (yeah, one thing isn't much but for me it's a lot since I usually don't do anything period!). Work has been shit and is stressing me out so badly that my back is in excruciating pain from ( Read more... )

This weekend was my Hayward trip and it was a great time. I loved the drive, I got to spend time with my best friend, who I only get to see once a year, if that. And I got to relax and not think about work for once! But then I came back tonight and it's the same shit. I'm back to totally depressed, dreading work, just hating life again. I just ( Read more... )

Things haven't been getting any better. I had the worst week ever at work. Our release went horrible, I was up until 1am fixing it and then the second I got in the next morning, there were more issues to fix. My boss was gone too so every single email or call my team lead got for a MyMenards issue, he sent to me, even though most of it was not ( Read more... )

Last day of freedom. Really not looking forward to going back to work tomorrow, like, I'd rather be shot in the face. I've been trying to find a new job but there just isn't much open, and the stuff that is is mostly VB/C#.NET and I really don't want to work with that, I could because I know both languages, but I just really don't want to. The ( Read more... )