one more thing.....MY LIFE SUX

hey! today sux bc i dunt feel good. things are always the same and it gets so boring over here. im always cleaning. i have the dishes to do, the cloths and i have to mop and vaccum and shit and its not fun but thats what happens when u live with someone..they just expect u to do all this. john thinks of this as "my job" so i try to get things done ( Read more... )

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omg john is so fine i sware it, i cant stop thinking about him. his ass is so cute and his eyes are so beautiful. ahhhhh i want him so bad!ok ok enough about that. travis..can u record the mtv music awards for me and john PLZZ!!? its sux we dont have the channel over here. i probably asked u this already but i figured i'd put it in here so u ( Read more... )

havent been writting in here in a while so here i am. im in san fransisco, california!! yes it is soo fun up here. tru i havent been able to do all i wanted here bc of certain people. i mean every where i go, everyone else follows. i want to go to the aldult store up here but of corse i cant bc my 15 yr old cousin is with us and has to be up my ass ( Read more... )

ok so im doing what i always do NOTHING!! today is one of johns days off and guess where he's spending it...with his friends. not me, his friends. i mean every wendsday he goes out with his friends and i dont like it but i dont say anything about it. but mon and tues is his days off and we always try to spend it together but it never works out that ( Read more... )

not much going on over here but chillin by myself being bord!!! im aso hungry rite now and we dont have shit to eat. its like i used to eat so much but now i hardly eat anything and i sware sometimes i think somethings wronge w/me and that im not pregnant anymore. i mean i dunno i just dont feel the baby kicking anymore..maybe its just me and im ( Read more... )

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im bord rite now so here i am writting in this thing. i did nothing today but clean, wash dishes, sleep, eat, and play on the cpu. john wont be home untill 7:00. we havent had sex in like 2 weeks...i so want him rite now hehe! his excuses of why we never have sex anymore is that he's tired or dont feel good...HELLO..arent those suppose to be the ( Read more... )