same here. but then I thought, if I really were to indulge in those luxuries of life, it would be more meaningful if I do so with my own money- we gauge our values on these things on their rarity, how un-often we get to enjoy them. So I thought it would be pretty pointless if suddenly they were made entirely available, even if only for two weeks. I thought, how's that compared to a meal for which you worked really hard to pay, and treat your family and friends? I think that kind of meal would bring much more joy to me.

blah, what am I saying. Sorry, I just woke up :P