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I´ve noticed lately that I keep falling into the same patterns and attracting the same kind of people. This trip has been a classic example so far. For one thing, I have my adult ¨friend.¨ THis was not my doing, but by just being myself I attracted the one adult student among us. Fortunately she is not one of those overexiteable types, but she

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[blimeyzawn1]

I know what you mean. IT's sort of unnerving, isn't it? Sometimes no matter where you go you end up inadvertently sending the same sort of messages to people that attracts/repels the same type of people. I always seem to end up with adult friends as well, though mine tend more toward being little old ladies. And I ALWAYS get stuck being the one to take care of people. Of course, obviously I have friends who don't fit into these criteria. But it's very weird. I also end up being the odd one out in groups of girls, every time, no matter who they are, what they're like, or what we're doing. IT's very strange. I wonder what it is about me...anyway, now that I am done making you my therapist...I will end this rant. Come home soon so we can take you on a road trip and you can wear a wig (you know you want to).

[rest_in_me]

oh erni. i miss you. i agree. it always happens like this...the same people over and over..i wonder what it is that attracts us to one another? would eve/michelle/and i be the loudly laughing well-dressed friends of gsu? because if so, i find that quite complimentary. michelle is more like tiff thought i guess because she tends to put you more at ease. i hope you are seeing and doing wonderful things. you give off a calm, stable vibe. plus, you pay clost attention to details, etc. which is why people always try to make you their (unwilling) leader. it is a gift, and maybe a curse, haha.
i am sorry you cannot go to caceres, but maybe this is the way it is meant to be, you will always remember it the way you left it, with nothing to cloud that...and maybe one day far from now you will return to a different caceres that will give you new feelings and memories and loves. the end.